⠀7:42am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 1⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀dec 24, 2025⠀Wednesday
diary rebirth because i just like that.. heh. ok uhm im so sleepy and im on my rickys computer right now. (sorry rick) becayse i dont have my c0omoter because its dead alogn with my phone ok.. i love spongebob uhm I NEED TO REDO MY RENTRY OF MY FAVOIRET CHARACTSERS/KINS OK. i also love when people see my favroite charcetr and go "thats soyou" OR SOEMTHIGN LIKE. OJCMU GOSH. YES!!!!!! BOY THAT IS ME!!! tahsnkyoiu... heh ok tahts enoguh byegusy update I JUST GOT DOEN WITH THE GOLDFINCH. IM GONN BAWL MY EYSE OUT. whoeevr told me that boris and theo date I HOPE YOU STUB YOUR TOE. OK BUT LITEARLLY I BAWLED MY EYES OUT. THAT WASSO GOOD OH MY GOSH

⠀1:07pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 2⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀jan 10, 2026⠀Saturday
im so sick dude,, i have no motivation to talk to anyone and i cant just stay in my own bubble because then people are gonna start thinking i hate them or something and theres just somethings i cant talk about, at least not right now -- anyways in a lighter note!! i want to talk about the last episodes in stranger things, like they seriously FUCKED up the show with the last episodes, and with that im going to start off with wills coming out scene,, many people were like "so unnecessary" or "litearlly ruined the whole show" when will was labled gay since season either 2 or 3. LIKE THAT KID WAS GAY. and not even that , his scene litearlly changed NOTHING but gave a few people reliefs and cheers LIKE ME AND MY SISTER WERE CHEERING THAT BOY ON. just for him to say mike was just his tammy. but you know what. talking about the queerbaiting will be another day. for now im talking about how no matter WHAT will always ends up being a thirdwheeler for el and mike. LIKE THIS DUDE JUST CAME OUT AND MIKES RANTING ABOUT EL?? like oh my god bruh. the coming out scene coudlve been better too like he did NOT need to tell the whole class im pretty sure murray didnt need to be apart of it. AND WHEN PEOPLE WERESYAING "steve did NOT gaf" HE LITTEARLLY DID?? THAT DUDE WAS CRYING. like oh my GOSH . AND THE SWITCH UPS ON WILL AFTER HE GOT POWERS / "GOT HOT" IS SO INSANE?? AND THE MISCHARACTERIZING TOO??? SEASON 5 ISNT OKAY. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 dufferbrothers after realizing after 10 years their writing is ass. RIP byler
im kinda mad that enzo from season 4 didnt come back but it wouldnt make sense I GUESS. but im happy mr clarke did . i love mr clarke mmm mmm update re watching season 4 adn im on episode 9 and im trying not to BAWL my EYES OUT. I LOVE THE BYER BROTHERS SO MUCH OH MY GOSHH "your my brother, there is NOTHING absouleltly NOTHING that will ever change that" DUDE OH MY GGGOOOOSSSHHHHH JONATHAN KNEW WHAT HE WASSSS IM SO SICCKKKK

⠀10:10am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 4⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀jan 16, 2026⠀Friday
life is going good so far!! despite personal issues i think im doing really great,, ive fixed my sleep schedule , im eating more , probably taking care of myself more and litearlly what not!! im also drawing alot more now aswell 😏 i also think im getting back into my isaac newton intresests so ill rant about him soon probably... im also almost done rewatching stranger things so im also watching cobra kai!! sadly they removed karate kid but its okay.. i lobe you ralph macchio

⠀1:14pk⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 5⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀jan 17, 2026⠀Saturday
im such a shitty person , i keep listening to my will byers playlist to at least feel a bit better but its not working. If anything i feel even worse,, nothing i have done this month is good. im losing motivation to do anything, i just want to do something right for once, to be happy. but you know what? its whatever. maybe i could take this time to focus on myself ?? i dont know what to even do, ill just replay purple rain by prince until my ears explode probably. im not trying to make it seem like my life is hell all of a sudden but it surely isnt like heaven. i cant do a single damn thing right. i always end up hurting someone or myself. im tired of everything, i just want life to be worth living again

THE BEATLES WHAT ARE U DOIGN HERE ASHAKJAJKA 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
update i feel so passionate about one of my kins, will byers obviously.. i want to be exactly like him and look like him,, i mean i already relate heavily to him so why not eveeryhting else? i want to randomly go out in public with a full blown will the wise outfit on,, i love will byers so much hes LITEARLLY me!! especially when i was in 2nd grade,, i also love pennywise but thats a dfifrent story. i love will byers!! best comfort chraacter

⠀3:31am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 6⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀jan 24, 2026⠀Sunday
DUDE. ARE YOUFUCKING KIDING ME. I WAS SO HAPPY TO RUN TO MY MOM AND ASK FOR TICKETS. BUT YOUR JJJOOOKKIIINNGGG. YOUR JJOOKIIINNGGGG. PLS IM GONNA BAWL MY EYES OUT. I HATEMY LIFE I HATE MY LIFEI AHTE MY LIF EI HATEMY TSUTOID FUCKIGNLIFDE. IF ONLY I WAS MADE OF FREAKING MONEY. ARE OYOU JOKINH PLSSSS. THIS IS ME NOT BEING ABLE TO GET PAUL MCCARTNEY TICKETS ALL OVER AGAIN.IHATEMJYFLIFE update: im still upset about this. yes i keep bringin git up and yes ill go insane over ot. amd yes i will still tell my mom update im still fucking griefing

⠀4:17am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 7⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀jan 27, 2026⠀Tuesday
IM ACTUALLYGONNA PISS MYSELF. COBRA KAI IS TEH FUNNIEST SHIT IVE EVER SEEN "nice work larusso, way to assert your dominance" "where were you??" "no be there." LIETARLLY IM SOBBING im already in love with season 4 . epsidoe 2 is FULL of lawrusso. update: im still upset about not meeting ralph macchio. update still greiving and its like 5 days later. everyine who has met rralph macchio in houston. mark your. days.

⠀1:12am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 8⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀jan 31, 2026⠀Saturday
"daniel larusso glazed mr miyagi so much!!" "holy glaze!!" mr miyagi was a big father figure to daniel, he protected him from getting BEATEN by his bullies and even showed him proper karate. MR MIYAGI CHANGED. daniels life and people get annoyed whenever daniel brings him up.. HIS DOJO IS MIYAGIS DOJO. THINGS WERE PASSED DOWN BRO. SO BEFORE ANYONE EVEN SAYS ITS GETTING ANNOYING-JUST KNOW. WHEN NO ONE WAS THERE FOR DANIEL. MR MIYAGI WAS. HE WAS.

⠀8:08pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 9⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀feb 2, 2026⠀Monday
im so hungry right now.... we just had pizza and ki kidna wan t more...:// 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭v I ALSO JUST GOT DONE WITH MY ALTERSPRING REDECOR SO THATS THAT!!!! IJSKHDIUHDJKLSOISDJIJSALKJD IM SO SLEEP YHTOO...... CIRIIEISE. AN D IM ALSO ALMSOT FINISHED WITH COBRA KAI. NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....... me and oomf btw..

⠀1:29pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 0⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀feb 7, 2026⠀Sunday
yo.... stayig awake lowkget got me feeling guiltagain...isjjdklsjklskjds i want t0o go back to the past sometimes but then again so much things have changed since what i did, and maybe they are for the best ! im about to finihs cobra kai and that sucks but season 6 is SO. SO. SO. lawrusso coded. when daniel and johnny got in a fight and johnyn was shit talking mr miyagi and hurt daniels feelings they both knew it was a lowblow and hne daniel got kidnapped and johnny left a voicemail saying that their students need him and he needs him aswell. like OOOHHH MMYYYY GGGGOOOSSSSHHHHH. </3 and when daniel came back and daniel said he got the oicemail and johnny downplayed it ho my gooffffffff.

" WELL MAYBE ECAUSE I LIEKD YOU. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF THAT!? " 🤬!!!!

this toxic karate yaoi shit is so serious im dead. the fact that william and ralph have been friends for like 41 years. im so dead ilove them.

⠀11:33pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 1⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀feb 8, 2026⠀Saturday
i offcially finished cobra kai,,.,,.,. UUUGGGHGHHHHH IT WAS SOOO GOOD WHAT THE FREAK. im okay witht the ending.. that was really nice.. and now im offically gonna start my favorite lawrusso moments at rentry.co/johniel 😏 until next time guys.. CUTT!!!!

⠀12:51am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 2⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀feb 12, 2026⠀Thursday
SSSSSSOOOOOONNNNNNNN.

JOHN LENNON WHAT ARE U DOING HERE 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 even saiki said WHO. this is not john komatsu. THATS NOT EVEN RRAL!!!!!! we all know who this actially is.

⠀9:22am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 3⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀feb 16, 2026⠀Monday
4...more...days,,,,,, oh k ygosh.