march 19th 2026
hi i love my boyfie yuan somuch yah dis is all about my darling and my rants we jsur got together and yah I really love him :):)
rant no. 1
19.3.2026
shhh yuan doesnt know that my first video in my secret private account SUPER SECRET AHHHHFHDHDHDGGD or diary entry was about me crashing out because i was overwhelmingly in love with yuan so much and i wanted 2 date him already he literally says things that make my heart flutter and warm so much he literally brightens my entire day just by a few messages and his presence ....... Yes🥺 babe if ur seeing dis yah... ( @qtsushi_0505 ) ilvleyou so much btw and I wanted to be together with you so bad :) i can literally just drop it right now mylove 💞 
u can really see I was sodesperate for yo uu im somadly in love with you my handsome boyfie<3 im so happy I belong to you now because i can't believe posting my drawings and communjating day by day with somebody brought me here to dating them im sohappy2right now🥺 MY ADORABLE AND AMAZINGBABY<333 were bound to be together im so happy i get to call you as my boyfie, sweetheart,sdarling, baby, love, babe romantically now you're so loving and so caring to me i love it whenever u check up on me you put in all the care and the time to text me and that's what makes me love you more gradually day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, and every second you're so special to me my love oh and the " this is hurting me " thing was that I was suffering being in love with yo so much your love is so contagious ilove yousomuch I CHERISH EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF US BTW💞💞💞:)))
rant no. 2
20.3.26
MY BABY IS SLEEPING RIGHT NOW IT'S LIKE 5:23 FOR ME BUT HE WAS AWAKE WHEN IT WAS 3AM FOR HIM HELP . I GOT HIM TO SKLEEP IM SO HAPPY MY BABY IS TAKING GOOD CARE OF HIMSELF bECAUSE OF ME AND FOR ME IM SO SO PROUD OF HIM FFOR LISTENING !! <33 I LOVE MY DARLING 5EVER pls keep taking care of yiurself bbaby iloveyou so somuch mysweetboy 🥹🥹 I JUSJT FOUNF out he has AN ENTIRE COLLECTION FOR ME HELLO . 400+ VIDEOS IM GONNA SSOB SO MUCH NY BBABY how THE FUCK DID YOU GET OS MUCH IM GIGLGIG YOU'RE SO LOVING AND SWEET AND SO KIND TO ME YOU'RE SO PRECIOUS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I LITERALLY HIT 100 LIKE TODAY SSOBS shhh... i can finally spend 2 months with my baby bcs yk.. summer break just started for me.. THANK GOODNESS I WANNA SPEND MORE AND MORE TIME WITH MY DARLING EVER ;;!! MY SWEET HANDSOME SWEETHEART by the way im getting new clothes for my aku plushie .. and that aku plushie is actually yuan my baby shhh... he lives inside dat aku plush.. Dats why I take good care of my aku Plush because it's my boyfie !!!!!!! 🥹I wanna kiss him sobbadly uugh my precious handsome boy i love love u💞💞💞
rant no. 3
20.3.26
SSTOP THERES SMTH WE FIND IN CCOMMON TOO AND ITS US BEING LAZY AND BBORED TOGETHER AND GIGGLES IT MAKES THINGS AWKWARD BUT HONESTLY I FFIND IT SO ADORABLE HHELP BECAUSE WAHT DO U MEAN WERE BOT H LIKE LAZY AND BORED RN TOGETHER ... SOBS shhhhhhhh babe if u ever get bored or lazy just know these are da THINGSIES I do when im bored :)
watch a horror movie, stalk somebody's reposts or page, draw.umbhm hmm, window shop likelike scroll through products cz yeah.. organize my bed ( i rarely do this:( help ), keep myself entertained with apps like color puzzle.. I love dat app.. AAnd maybe word hunt or puzzlep yk.. and make papercrafts likelike yah.. embroidery.. wat else uum :( hmm play games like roblox waaaaaah these are soo boring cry, collect and download images of akuatsu or just atsushi, play with my stupid animals AHHH baby u should really try scrolling through online products :) u never know u could find something u want hehe ok ? I like to gamble to.. like gachapon stuff.. or maybe liek.. zone out and think every possible event dat has happened in my life especially ones where im in dramas.. maybe style my hair tew..idk babe butbut yah..
Dats all I do whenever im bored Giggle i might update dis incase i missed something:) I GIGGLE pls da situation is so awkward it makes me feel warm inside because imagine dis in real lyf wit us together.... Imgiggle🥺🥺🥺OK I LOVEYOUSOMUCHHHHHHHH plz I hope these help u :(((((((( j dot want u 2 b boooreeeddddd pls play roblox wit me... by da way i wrote dis when I got out of da shower
rant no. 4
21.3.2026
mylove im gogign crazy somuch im envious of yiur ex I wannalove you more than he loved you before i justhooe imshowikg it right and making you feel seen iloveyou somuch mydarling i hope whatever ifuckig yelled and said nonsense lwas not embarrassing or 99% aibout me iloveyoy somich ohmyhpd my baby ihopeyor diong i gope we last for a year and more i loveyoysomuch i cdotbknow wh•ag else to utteutter than iloveyou im just fcuking broken in the head i loveyousomuch yeah you heard that right i fuckingloveyoy more than anytjijg i hope my absence and isolation didnt affect u so terribly mylove i love you im going crazy . I hope you sleep well my baby sweet dreams and sleep well in advance, goodnight my sweetheart