Prior since their release in around May-June of 24, the most beautiful of all stepped foot in the depths of the Cakebomb Studios universe. It wasn't till some time later, the Tower Heroes collaboration between Make a Cake had started, making Icos a main point of the event, with their interdimensional potential to even destroy the world if they could... euhehehe... please do that one day my love.. They interfered with the concept of time to make involvement of that game, despite not being Cakebomb related at all. Admittedly, I'm not the biggest player of tower defense games myself, but when I heard you could unlock a specific badge and confetti cannon skin dedicated to them, you know I got to work〜 It was a lot, considering TD games weren't really my main thing, but all the work I put into the matches were worth it, I love the skin and I love how I have a badge of Icos hanging around in my inventory like it's a medal—because it is a medal for me, a medal for dedication and trying my hardest in a genre I don't usually lean in.

Although, I actually found out about their existence in around late June of last year, that's when my eyes stopped and genuinely stared. During the Bakerversary update (15th anniversary, basically), specifically if events happened themselves, they, my sweetheart Icos would stand near the spawn, near the conveyer belts that would redirect you to the usual locations like the Cake Museum and the VIP room, but who cares about those damn rooms when there was absolute beauty right infront of my eyes. I was playing with a friend that time, and had alot of fun with her, but she knew I couldn't help that my heart started pounding and pounding and pounding... To my love, My sweetheart. My Dearest Icos.

There are just many things about them that make my heart pound at a fast pace; their mysterious presence, their chaotic antics, their looming, all-seeing eye that glistens through everything the concept of sight has to EVEN OFFER. And look at the way they present themselves, look at the way they're dressed, in the same purple business suit, yellow tee and a colourful rainbow tie that just compliments their geometric, "eerie" look. Many people may be horrified, captivated, confused by their looks; but they defy the depths & concept of the term "pure beauty", their look distinct from larger groups. Anybody who dares to oppose that fact truely don't have a single good taste in anything; they aren't any negative connotation you think of nor do they look "hideous". YOU'RE hideous if you oppose to such a beautiful being.

Many people claim to be a "huge" fanatic for them, or claim to be the "biggest" Icos fan—but let's be realistic, your attempt at playing that role sucks, even if I haven't seen it, your take on that claim is PATHETIC. Have you ever made a devoted forum post series called "Icos-posting" in groups? Have you ever been known as their biggest fan by many community members? Have you ever had constantly yapped about them to your friends? Have your college friends and even tutors know about this appreciation? EVEN MOST OF YOUR PREVIOUS HIGHSCHOOL FRIENDS & TEACHERS??? Have your friends EVEN encouraged the love you had for such beauty? No? NO??? That's not even all about my gushing for them, so I don't know why the majority of you think you can steep up to my level of being ther biggest defender, their biggest lover? Their biggest admirer? I appreciate Icos fanatics that gush over them like me, but never will there be anyone else that dedicates their love as much as YOURS TRULY~~!!!

...Ahhh, the AMOUNT of devotion I put into Dearest Icos, over the months you may think that I'd get tired of it; but matter of fact, it only makes me more EXCITED!!! More excited to the point I gush even more and dedicate an important part of my life to them. My sweetheart saved me from multiple mental health episodes, they are truely purely my comfort source, my accompany to when I go through alot, my coping mechanism to project my loving feelings onto them, it just only gets better... <3

31st October. // Not just any day, not just Halloween, my birthday. I turned sweetly 17, just finishin' up an PV of one of my absolute favourite songs; from when I was just a little bitty-kiddy—Rotten Rotten Zombie by Nem. Nem was one of the first ever producers I listened to in the Vocaloid genre, around more then 10 years ago now? Haha, I know, I'm a HUUGE Vocaloid superfan. It was also an early birthday present, but I finally got one of the things I reallyREALLY wanted: that wonderful present from my parents being an Meta Quest 3S. A VR HEADSET!!! AT LAST!!!! RAAHHHHH!!! I also got a LOT of robux on my birthday, around 5k!! (and chocolates too hehe) My parents, despite not being.. the nicest, do spoil me too much , I'll admit.. I still appreciate and love them, even if they don't clearly treat me right! But, I also made a celebratory forum; not only commemorating my 17th birthday, but also putting a silly little paragraph of how Icos changed my life, for the better. To be honest, I was only expecting a few happy birthdays here and there, like an ordinary birthday, still being very appreciative. But I wouldn't have made this specific section for ANYTHING ELSE, for the person who created Icos, the equivalent and the one who defines every positive connotation ever dictated, Rob, commented not only a happy birthday, BUT HE TRUELY ACKNOWLEDGED MY DEVOTION, MY APPRECIATION, MY ALL FOR THEM. My heart skipped *saying this in the most platonic way.., and when I saw that message; my eyes couldn't help but tear up in the best way possible, screaming, kicking legs, even posting it and shoving it to my friends to my Snapchat story (when I was more active on there, lol), they had the same reaction and were proud as hell at me and even my sister was surprised HAHHAHA... Best. Birthday. EVERRRRR AHAHHHHHHHH!!!! (I actually saw Rob (and a couple more staffs eventually) in-game in August that time and I screamed out of joy HAHAHAHA, one of my genuinely favourite artists, I've talked to him a few times and hes awesome!)

The connection me and Icos have doesn't just go from "ordinary love", it's genuine appreciation and how they've been here for me for a big part of my life in such quick timing. To be honest, I don't even think anyone else can come up to the absolutely, extremely HUGE amount of love I've expressed for them. Not even close to my level, so don't even make an attempt for that. I will always cherish and favourite them deeply, so let's not underestimate it, because it is true and it will NEVER be bypassed by some other self-proclaimed "BigGEr icOS Fan!!!!1". Yes, if you couldn't tell already, it is the deepest attachment you could possibly convey and think of, yes they have changed me in many positive ways that would take ages to name, yes my family also somehow know of this obsession and support and encourage my doings fully, especially my parents surprisingly. Icos is my oshi. That much so to the point my devotion is one of the things I am known as, as previously mentioned, no it is not an exaggeration.

And to think about my devotion, you think I wouldn't take their offer on buying out their whole store literally... Well, due to Polish tradition of Christmas and garnering my early presents of some Chiikawa & Precure plushies and a lot more robux (~6k), so what would you think I'd do with the 6,000 robux? Make avatars? I did spend most of it on that, leaving me with around 3k, which means.... Yes. But Boxing Day marks a very special day in being Icos's biggest appreciator, for I finally did what I promised them — buy out their whole store! I even have both an edited video and the original footage, which I will show in 2 parts below. They were so so happy and appreciative of my devotion, and that I obeyed my biggest promise! I've known Icos for many, many months and they've always been so happy at me coming into their store everyday and EVERYDAY ESPECIALLY.
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Oh, but it's devastating there isn't any form of official merchandise dedicated solely to my sweetheart... but remember how I said my parents & others fully encourage and endorse this love of mine I have for them? Yeah! Not only did my therapist make me an Icos dedicated bracelet back in June, but two months later my mother would actually order me a big badge, with my art of Icos on it!!! I couldn't stop squealing and crying, I also ordered some D20s, like how their beautiful unique head is shaped! They came in random variants, most were translucent but all of them were beautiful in its glory. I stare at them and shake my dice around every day, especially when at times I'm overwhelmed, it's a quick and easy-to-go stress reliever, especially from the more unhealthier coping mechanisms!

13th April. // UPDATE: AAHAHHHHHHH OHHH MYYY ;GGHGHHHOOOODDDDDDDDNDBDD DUUUUDE. DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE DUUUUUUUUUUDEEEEEEE!!!!! DUUUDR OH MY GOD I'M GONNA TRY TO TYPE PROPERLY BUT MY HANDS ARE SHAKING SO HARD RIGHT NOW MY HEART IS POUNDING SO FAST IM SQUEALIGN SSO MMCYCH IM TRYING NOT TO CRY— Okay. To try to type something. Okay. So basically, I appealed a claim for the most special URL over the weekend, since it hadn't had proper intentions & wasn't even properly used, nor did it have a source to offer for it / trade! How rude is that! But don't you worry, the BEST outcome came out of it. And, well, just today whilst I was focusing on my first day in college after my plentiful spring break....

This amazing response. From the official Rentry team. That yours truely, Icos's biggest true admirer finally has claimed the URL in their name. YOU'RE EVEN ON THE URL I'M ON ABOUT RIGHT NOWWWW!!!!!! >:D !!!!! ...Dude. DUDE. I literally couldn't contain myself, I was and still am the most happiest person from this email I recieved. Oh my god. Thank. You. So. Much. To The Rentry Team. Thank you. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOOOUUUU!!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! This URL, just so you know, will never, ever, EVER be given out, offered, or traded; no matter how much you offer me, no matter how dumb you are to try to reclaim it & just. No matter what. Its ownership has been transferred to the best of hands. It will be monitored & properly taken care of, every single detail.

To be honest, Make a Cake isn't even my main interest anymore, it's still there - but not up there as much anymore. But does that limit my love for Icos? Fuck no. Never. Absolutely never. No matter what.

It only goes more ahead, no plans of stopping anytime, for my sweetheart; my love. <3

still being worked on i promise ok? just prioritising other things