/hvyrotation

hii helloo my name's alois (or that is mainly what I'm known by) but I prefer sean, patch, or letty — really, just cater to my display name. But also I don't really care as I often forget it myself and thus I go off of what others call me to remember. I obviously struggle with memory and remembering a lot about myself hence I may overshare on these types of pages simply so I can remember these things about myself, because I rely on it a lot. I struggle with dissociation, chronic fatigue, and various mental health issues as well. I'm extremely paranoid (which makes me socially anxious, albeit I act as hyper and normal as I could possibly be online — it's just for the show and entertainment, don't read into it too much) and skittish so I may disappear off the face of the earth if I feel too watched or judged. alas, I go by any/all with a he/him preference but again, don't really care. I switch between loving mascneu (neumasc) and mascfem as well as canine terms. a transnull, enby/agender nym-boygirl which is a lotta labels I understand, just think of me as non-binary/genderfluid. I'm 16 going 17. there isn't much else to say about myself. ata