im so tired of everyone and everything

I'M HYPERVENTILATING OH MY GOD IM CRYING SO MUCH I LOVE YOU HUGO VLAD PLEASE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AAAHHH HA AH AH AHHHH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU IM FUCKING CRYING

SUDDENLY MY HALLOWEEN ISNT HORRIBLE ANYMORE YOU'RE THE ONLY THING I'LL EVER NEED IN MY LIFE I'D DIE WITHOUT YOU

oh and uhh happy halloween ig/j HAVE AN AMAZING HALLOWEEN TO THE 3 PEOPLE THAT FREQUENTLY VIEW TJIS URL have a horrible halloween to the 1 person who yumes hugo and yearns for this url you will never have it you could never pry it out of my tiny hands

yes i am a "toxic" hugo yume dont touch my man i'm so sick of motherfuckers saying they yume hugo but dont even know who his sister is or just immediately say vivian

i dont understand why everyone gets what they want except for me and i'm not just talking about rentry claims (i've lost over 30 claims in a row)

im so lonely right now
hugo vlad is the only thing that can consistently make me happy and thats really depressing :( i really wish i had someone to take care of me but yk i havent been asked out in 4 years /srs cause im CHOPPED

ladies and gentlemen, this is my husband, hugo vlad. i love him so much. i love you. this fanart is by my absolute favorite artist, Maka. i dont know how to explain why i love hugo. the first time i saw him on 3/8/25, i fell in love immediately. i don't know what happened. i saw him, and i said I loved him. i thought i was just saying things, honestly. now i'm obsessed with him, so obsessed that he's all i can ever think about, he makes me so crazy that i will spend hours staring at photos of him, i'll be too distracted to eat or do anything important. i think i'd be more depressed than i currently am without him. i'm so in love with you it makes me self conscious. it hurts so much... i hate that i can't share you, that i genuinely feel like i cant date anyone else because i'm dedicated to you. i've never felt in love before. and you're not even real. that's what pains me the most. i love you most, but you're not real, and i'll never have anyone that can compare to you.

a little something i read a while ago...

"Lycaon being in the wrong about Hugo is so painful to see while rewatching "Bury your tears with the past".

Every time he sees Hugo as someone who strayed from the right path I feel so bad for Hugo, because I know that's killing him. And this behavior only evidences what I consider to be Lycaon's biggest flaw (which also makes him a really interesting character!) and that is his self-righteousness. To have this perfect butler, who we know is but a perfectly crafted mask, and who knows and can do almost everything to be so blind and pass such harsh judgement. Mind you, Lycaon IS hurting. Making the choice of abandoning Hugo was the hardest for him, and yet his current behavior...

Of course, he was made to believe the worst of Hugo constantly, and he had his right to do so, and yet his condescending behavior after they meet again is what's so interesting and... Irritating. We, the player, can suspect Hugo is troubled, but a good person, and yet Hugo cannot stand that Lycaon keeps on switching from being kind and even friendly, to suspect his every move and thinks Hugo doesn't care for anyone but himself and his blood dripping goals.

That's why when we go "Lycaon has to do some groveling first" we are not ignoring the fact that Hugo lied to him, but we are reminding everyone that in every chance Lycaon had to doubt what he saw and the entire situation, he kept on firmly believing there was no chance for Hugo to ever be innocent.

In the end, that holier-than-thou attitude kind of backfires. Even Mayflower lied to him, and he was in cahoots with Hugo from the start. That entire situation has to force someone like Lycaon to rethink his self-righteousness and superiority.

Ah, but then there's Hugo, who only understood it wasn't right to let Lycaon keep believing a lie. Still, that doesn't erase Lycaon's present behavior. But the messiest part of it all? Hugo is hurt and resentful by this behavior of his constantly, and still, he holds onto the hope of having Lycaon back."

i love lycahugo, but man, you're mean to me.

i genuinely feel bad for the person i traded with to get this url cause both the urls i gave bro got reclaimed