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man retards ruined this url for me. I'll remake this eventually. no links whatsoever will be on here becayse I'll forever be paranoid that this page is being stalked. leave me alone please and thanks! love u!

apart from that, this url is so chromablaze to me idk why. I'm so spokepilled. Spoke. I love you. I love? Me? I'm literally spoke irl. God spoke please upload soon I'm so heartbroken. please find your peace I genuinely can't with you. my tragic ass character. so wronged by the server and its players. the arc after null is gonna be so depressing. they def won't kill spoke off and therefore the arc after is going to be spoke looking for some kind of purpose or similar after losing everything to a point of nearly no reconciling ANY of his friendships or rebuild anything he had. it'd be like a fresh start in the most melancholic suicidal-ideation-to-the-max way ever and I'm here for it. I'm here for spoke having to suffer genuine consequences for his actions, even if they were shaped by the server / how he's been treated on it. the concept of chromablaze both having an insane influence, effect, and impact on the server but both believing they don't. flame is keeping literal civilizations in check by constantly fighting, he's arguably the most "heroish" of all the protags but he doesn't/hasn't really acknowledged that until he was told by lettuce. meanwhile spoke wants to make an impact on the server and believes he never truly has (BECAUSE NOBODY!!!! NOOOBODY!!!! IS ACKNOWLEDGING HOW >>> HE <<< DEFEATED THE MAFIA. HE DID THE MOST. HE DID ALL THE DIRTY WORK AND NO ONE ACKNOWLEDGES THIS OR CELEBRATED (WITH) HIM. God. God my forgotten protag. my ignored protag) nobody acknowledges what he's actually done for the server, he doesn't believe he's much of anything at all, but he strives to be known and to make people proud, being praised.