.. and welcome to my virtual diary! or maybe i should call it a rambling page 💭.. but, regardless, this is a place for me to simply just dump my thoughts, ok? i LOVE talking and maybe some people dont want a slice of lusi-mind-pie every day. to each their own.... 
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• my goal is to make this look as organized as possible, as opposed to my old one.. id like for my writing to be more nice LOL. if you get curious, you can find it linked → right here! Yay. im also going to include a song of the day for every entry i write just for the funzies 🌷͙֒ ⑅⃝
6/09/25, 15 Minutes - Sabrina Carpenter
starting off strong with this song.. probably my 3rd favorite song from her. the other two will remain a mystery for all who dont wish to talk to me. I probably hate half of you so you dont get to know without being a lusinut. Maybe even a lusi lip as per my retarded bulu butt
ive genuinely been putting off redoing this for SO long. i have 0 clue why... too lazy? i guess thats pretty much it 🥲 its 4:51 AM as im typing this but im kinda tired so ill hit the hay soon. now that school is out i have no motivation to maintain a good sleep schedule LOLOLLL but there was a point where i was getting 9+ hours every night.. i didnt do much yesterday since i was sleeping off-and-on until after dinner time. i had this really good chicken my dad made andddd some green beans 🙂 unlike most people who are arguably EXTREMELY distasteful i love vegetables a lot more than fruits. My gf is one of those people ok sry baby. speaking of my girlfriend.. we decided to start watching hannibal together!! were enjoying it a lot Tho some of the scenes make me go "oug😟." buuuut, in lusi language, that just means its a good show
on saturday i went to the mall with my friends Oh wow i just typed went to the friends with my mall anyways. i got some cute summer clothes from hollister :^) been wanting to hit up a hollister real bad so this scratched an itch for me big time. i got this adorable shirt + this shirt + skirt! im so happy with them although i feel like 3 items shouldnt come to $70.. at least theyre cute Right? my girlfriend says i look cute in them so ill trust her judgement ☺️!
my last addition to this for now will be that i get to be with my girlfriend again in 7 days!! one week!! im super wuper excited 💗 the last time we were with each other was july of last year for a month, and thats what were doing this year too!! june 16th to july 25th i stay with her and THENNN she gets to go on vacation with me and my family until august 1st. then we part again... but thats basically us living together for the whole summer. im very excited!! ive missed her so much 🥲
its now 5 AM and my eyes are getting a little too heavy for comfort soo im going to try to sleep. i need my beauty princess angel sleep. Toodaloo to all who look into the deep and twisted reality of my bpd ABUSING fat ugly lifefuck i just cracked my back so hard
6/14/25, Manchild - Sabrina Carpenter
because we all need to stream Ok?
GOOT mornang. i finally fixed my sleep schedule so that im waking up at 7 am instead of 8 pm.. yay for me. nothing has really happened lately which is why i havent been giving any updates...🤔 i had my brothers graduation party yesterday but i got really sick so i left early to sleep. i did my strawpage finally?? its not the best but it gets me by. i tried doing a cute one and got really super mad cus its hard so whatevs. i seeeeeeeee my husbandwife in 2 days which makes me very happy. i also finally cut my side bangs again!! which im very happy about. i had them for a year and loved them because they framed my face super well but then when i got my hair redone last year my stylist took them away even though i asked her to keep them :,) but. its ok cus i have them back now. im gonna start cleaning my room i think cus then im gonna go over my dads and go to the park to swing☺ Baibai