you look good tonight, girlfriend
can i sleep in your bed?

i sont even know. i had a diary before but i guess im gonna make this my new diary. lul

may 6th '26 12:22pm
im definitely not any sort of outlier in any way. i would not post a video on tiktok ranting and raving about our economy rhat gets enough money to pay my rent. I also wouldnt go on a rampage and kill people due to being low class. and i dont have any schooling to do differently for myself either. Im just another guy struggling to pay its rent in a world of guys struggling to pay their rent. i wouldnt say i have anything spectacular about myself that would inhibit some sort of rapid change in my lifestyle or wallet size. im in debt and my budget plan is to spend $7 or less every day in order to maintain a savings and also pay my rent. i can go on and on about how landlords are evil and how the capitalistic hellscape i live in traps me into disabling myself over work for slave labor, but to be honest im just tired of saying and hearing the same things over and over. there will be no change in my lifetime and i will most likely die wishing for better, as i have always done. is the price of escape, struggle and misery? i would rather get beaten every day. alas, no food in the fridge but at least i have running water.