ꯪུ⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝓜ei⠀⠀ₒᵣ⠀⠀𝖋urina⠀⠀⠀⠀ ༝
shi ‎ ‎ ╱ ‎ ‎ shy ‎ ‎ ╱ ‎ ‎ lace⠀⠀𝟷𝟼歳
sp/so𝟺w𝟻⠀ 𝙲 - DID　　𝙰𝚂𝙿𝙳⠀ HPD

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hii! my name is mei ‎ & ‎ furina, i go by many other names too. i am bodily 16 years old ‎ & ‎ my pronouns are shi / hir, and i also use neopronouns such as lace / frill / vamp ‎ & ‎ more. i am intersex ‎ & ‎ i mostly identify as an oni. i am a blasian islander. english / español / 日本語

i’m anti-censorship , anti-harassment , anti-endo , anti-radqueers , pro good faith , pro fujos / hime ‎ & ‎ pro-selfdx. i myself am a fujoshi & himejoshi. i am very mentally unstable, majority of my disorders are untreated. this is evident because my symptoms are very overt, this impacts my behaviors and relationships with other individuals. do not friend me if you can’t handle my unstable behavior. i am multifaceted and extremely disordered.

i have a lot of issues with keeping up with friends or regarding my friends as important, sometimes i forget you exist, i don’t have a sense of urgency for responding most times out of self interest. i struggle with emotional suppression and dissociation, this impacts my ability to express myself properly as well. this means i can feel a certain way, but i have difficulty acknowledging i do and i say something else. this can make me look two-faced and this is not intentional, please point this out whenever. i am not diagnosed with ASPD yet. i am however waitlisted for diagnosis once i turn 18. i am extremely sociopathic and this is not an understatement, nor a label to be “cool" and “quirky." i'm often very aggressive or indifferent to confrontation. i act out of self interest a lot.

i love rarepairs, and arlefuri. i don’t like shipping wars at all, illegal ships are not shipping wars they are plain weird and a crime. do not count illegal ships as discourse, it is not. i don't care what you consume in fiction, as long as it doesn't actively affect or encourage unhealthy behaviors and tropes irl. fiction CAN affect reality. PLEASE DO NOT ever put the “proshipper" label on me. i have such hatred for this stupid ass term and i don't care if its an umbrella term meaning you don't attack anyone for a ship because that is the bare fucking minimum. i don't care if you're a darkshipper, just don't talk to me about it and PLEASE get help. i understand something may be going on, but you need to put in effort to heal just like everyone else to be friends with me.

i have extremely bad tone issues. i may come off as harsh or blunt, please do not assume my tone. i also do not like tonetags. i use tonetags on people, but i don't enjoy them back.

i am an arlecchino & acheron riako. i do not share, you are allowed to enjoy these characters as well, i just don’t believe there’s other true fans like me, sorry not sorry!! i don’t have a room full of merch, but i’ve devoted my time and my energy into them both. i think you’re insufferable and stupid if you regard a fan by how much money they have, it’s so stupid and i have no respect for you. you can find my other yumes here ♡ i do NOT want to interact with you if someone else liking your f/o evokes so much anger you feel the need to attack someone, vent, or similar. this is unhealthy and i REFUSE to feed into this. your f/o doesn't exist, and there are bigger problems than a million other people liking the same character as you.

i use the term C－DID in public spaces. i am considered a system that falls under HC－DID. i do not wish to use HC－DID in many spaces.

please for the love of god use singular terms on me. treat my disorder like something clinical, i don’t want it to be treated like many people in my head. i want my disorder to be treated like it’s an illness more than a fantasy, my alters are me. i do not ever want to see plural terms on me, use “your system” if needed. i use the term “parts” instead of alters very frequently. the concept of treating me like there’s multiple people in my head makes me paranoid, and puts me in a bad place.