❛ Y aunque la vida me cueste llorona, No dejaré de quererte. ❜ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀ ————⠀My Feral Animal.
⠀⠀⠀Where to start? I'm afraid I am not good at feelings. But I decided you're kind of worth trying to type them out. Before you say anything, take the win, Enid. You're nice to talk to and I do believe in other conditions, we would be talking 23/7. I would need an off hour, of course. You're tiring. But you're (semi) worth it. Again, take the win, Enid. I like having you around, most of the time. And yes, your music makes my ears violently bleed, but in a bad way.
⠀⠀⠀These are certainly not at all the conditions I wanted you and I to be in, but, I think that we do a good job of making it work. Even if lately that statement seems to not be the case, Xavier still thinks of you every day, regardless.
⠀⠀⠀“Because we work. We shouldn’t, but we do.”
⠀⠀⠀Anyways. I apologize if I was bad at saying what I really meant. Though I know you'll probably be able to decode every last bit of every last thing I said. You know me too well, it's starting to become a weakness on my part. But maybe it’s not all too bad. I have never said something like that before. How disgusting.
⠀⠀⠀You've changed me, Sinclair, and I lack the ability to be able to decipher if that's a good thing or not. I know. Me? Lacking ability? It's very unheard of. Normally, I’d tell you to just leave me alone for I’d believe I was wounded and would only slow you down. But for some reason I cannot fathom nor indulge, I don't want to say those words to you. Again, take the win, Enid. I had to say it again, for good measure and reassurance.
⠀⠀⠀I honestly don't know what else to say, which is rather confusing considering my mind is frequently bustling with things to write down, but I suppose it can't always be that simple. I shall end this now. Goodbye.
From Wednesday, your 🕷
🦋 ﹢ 🕷
⠀ ————⠀An Idiot.