Our "Love" is Disgusting ch16

I love you no matter who you are.

You mean Azuki?

What are you doing
with Azuki...?

What, you ask?
What exactly are you even imagining, Onee-chan?
Well... even though I've confirmed it's Azuki, it doesn't surprise me.
...You probably know already, right?

That Azuki and I
used to be lovers.

I'm not sure how to feel about my own little sister and my ex getting initimate behind my back either.
You're...
not wrong exactly, but you're wrong!
I knew it...

It's just like Niji-chan said.

Niji said that?
Why...?

If you can be a good girl,
I won't tell anyone.

Why you, Nemu?
The truth is, I...
I also...

wanted Azuki to accept the real me too!

That's...
just because our hobbies so happened to align, that's all.
I didn't know about that hobby either!

Doesn't that make Azuki
the same as you, Remu!?

She'd rather love a pretty figure
than a filthy human like me.
...You're wrong!

You're always like this, Onee-chan!
Always forcing your own way of thinking onto others!
You just reject everything
without even trying to understand.
Do you even want to accept the real me?

You're always saying that you hate lewd stuff, that it's disgusting,
so you must hate these naked figures too, right?
I know that already.
That's why I didn't say anything. Because I didn't want you to hate me. Because I didn't want to give you any bad memories.

Because!

I love you, Onee-chan!

...It's just like you say, Remu.
I've always been looking down on others...
calling their sexual desires disgusting.
But I've come to realise.

I'm the most disgusting one of all.

Azuki... only worships the past me.
Not this current me...

So you think that way
about even yourself, huh, Onee-chan?

Here.
Allow me
to blow those worries away.

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...
A figure's head?

That's

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Azuki-san's
love towards you, Onee-chan.

...
Azuki's?

What do you mean?
You'll have to ask her yourself~

...I guess so.

...Hey,
Onee-chan.
Wh-
What about me?

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Do you
hate me now?

Eh?
I mean,
after all,

I kept the stuff with Azuki-san a secret from you.
She's the only friend I have who understands my hobby...

I thought you were going to steal her away from me.
You're her number one, after all.

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...
B-
Besides,

it's because of this hobby
that my last Mama called me disgusting and disappeared from my sight.

But
that's just who I am.

...To be honest,
the moment I saw this, I was startled.

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Maybe you are disgusting.

I should've known...
But I don't regret it.
I've said everything I've wanted to say.

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But that goes for the both of us, doesn't it?
When you look at it another way,
I, who was prejudiced against sexual desire, am disgusting for thinking about sexual desire more than anyone else.

Let's keep all this
a secret between the two of us.

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...You won't tell Mama?
I won't. You can count on it.

...Yep.
"A secret from our parents", huh?
Fufu.
That's pretty good.
In what way?

It makes us feel like sisters.

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I'm sorry for forcing you to talk about
something so painful...

...Now it's my turn
to have a proper talk with Azuki.

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Urrgh
cough cough cough

I drank
again tonight.
The customer got really into it,
but I did my best.

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Uergh...

Hey.
Why does our house smell like this?

Endure it.
Summer break starts tomorrow.
Remu and I will become lovers,
as it was "written".

"Niji, I love you." Upon saying that, the summer sun shone on Remu's body, making my room glow even more beautfiully.

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Starting tomorrow,
Remu will change my world.

Just like back then...

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Look at her.

I was with her in middle school
but her parents are crazy.
Eh? She has monster parents?
She stopped going to school cos her Mom had an affair with the vice-principal.

So it's because of her mama that she got into this school?
So she enrolled unfairly? Study properly like the rest of us.
No fair~

I did study, you morons.
They've got everything wrong, but denying it would be a pain, so I'll just leave them be.

!

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Let's be friends~

Yakou Remu!
Just Remu is fine~

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Shampoo? Perfume?
Either way, I thought that girl smelled great.

A girl living in a big and immaculate house.

A kind girl surrounded by a kind family.

Becoming friends with Remu
changed my high school life.
Then what if we became lovers?
It would be
even more...

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Can't wait for the update!
I'm looking forward to Remu and Niji's summer break arc.

Look at this,
Remu.

All these people are giving us their blessing.

I wish
it would be tomorrow already.

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Nyah~
The makeup lessons are finally over~
Because of those, it doesn't really feel like summer break, huh?

Niji.

What is it, Remu?

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...There's
something I want to talk to you about.

...Is it homework? Math?
No.
It's about you and I.

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What is it?
Could you tell me right now?
Not here...

Could you come over to my place?
I want to be alone with you.

...Ng.
Sure.
Let's go...

Remu invited me for once!!

It's all according to my scenario!
No, this turn of events is even better...!!
I'm so glad I worked so hard...!!

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...
Hmm~
Meguru-chan?

Meguru-chan! ...I think?
Ah.
She doesn't have dumplings
like when she did it with me...

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Once this figure's done...
no matter what answer she gives to my confession...
I think I'll able to accept it...

?
Yakou-san, maybe...?

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Meguru-chan...

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