Hi pre writing my shit here before I deco bc I'm lazy.

Hi im aevri, call me either ryouji/ryu, or sei(o), you can fluctuate between those, I don't care. I'm a minor(-18) , I use she/him pronouns, no they/them thanks. I'm genderfluid + pansexual & aroace, single not looking(maybe). I'm a poetry/prose writer aswell as an campus journalist. Intp 4w5 459 so/sx, I actively focus on academics and competitive as hell. I play hobbies such as: coding, chess, badminton, editing & writing.

I define myself as someone who's a vampire prince(ss) with npd(i do not proudly show off that i struggle with npd). I also struggle with alot of mental disorders but i will not mention them out of privacy. One of them i should mention is being bpd, so my emotions swing alot. I can seem really dry in chats, but that's just how I usually talk to people I'm not close with. I normalize short responses, and I won't prioritize responding to you first so I might ghost or deliberately ignore you before I actually reply, unless it's about regarding my commissions. I focus on earning money heavily and school, I can balance between them. But that doesn't mean I won't burn out, I still do. I yearn for most the time and find solace in isolation during times I'm in a depressive episode. So I'm naturally avoidant. I have anger issues aswell, so just dni if your a bigot pls otherwise I'd end up blocking you. I don't mind ttgs, you can use them or not. I am not the type of person to chat first as i do not like making the first move, I get overwhelmed with anxiety, as much as that chatting— please always ping me because I have most of my servers on mute and on dnd 24/7.

I am paranoid about certain things especially when a situation becomes too specific or suspicious— so thats why i struggle with keeping friendships/relationship alive as I only prefer to keep my current circle close because i tend to cut off and ghost alot because I'm selective with who I use my energy on. I'm easily offended with things if we are not close. I make suicide jokes and killing if we are close. Some of my jokes can be insensitive so just tell me directly if it makes you uncomfortable rather than probably telling it to your group of friends lol, i do not like jokes about sensitive stuff such as rape jokes.

Refrain from acting too buddy-buddy/close with me when in reality we're not, it's honestly stupid. And I'd likely distance myself from you more. I like talking about astronomy, poetry, fashion, f1, kpop & psychology. I am a type of person to mirror your personality towards me. I block freely and enclosed unless we have interacted multiple times before in a server. I hate it if you talk about my fav characters 24/7, especially sunghoon— i dont yumeship with him but rather oshi. I don't mind you talking about them, but when it gets excessive, it's annoying me and I wouldn't hesitate to block you.