esu's super LONGGG e2r rentry

boundaries

just because i don't have a dni doesn't mean i don't have any boundaries, nuh uh

" what happens if i cross these? " — i mostly ignore or block, but sometimes i confront the person when i feel it's necessary. i'm a nice person in general, but i do have my own limits.

if you did something similar in the past and you know u're on good terms with me presently, it's fine. you get a pass since u're oomf!

concerning personal space :

• avoid using slurs or "kys" jokes on me ( f slur is okay as long as u can reclaim it loll )
i don't like those kind of jokes since there are other alternatives to witty banter, i honestly dgaf that much if you use it to ragebait me, it's typically just unfunny to me

• do nawt befriend me to access my editing resources or methods and it's obvious when u try to guilt trip me after saying no /dir uhhh

• subposting about me negatively... if u have a problem, you can just tell me directly?.. especially if we aren't very close, it's parasocial behavior imo

• the bare minimum but don't barge into my private life! that's it, end.

regarding my creations :

• don't copy my rentries or take major elements from it. i can tell when u've copy & pasted the COMPLETE BIO of my rentry andddd ripped off my layout.. A for effort? no.. B for "better luck next time"

• don't reupload my F2U templates or edits without my permission.. i've seen somebody do it recently wth

• light inspo is alright but no heavy inspo.

extra information :

• frequent slow replies. i have very low social battery and may be busy with personal matters so pls don't expect immediate messages, i appreciate everyone's patience.

ABOUT ME

i'm known online as sutton or essi, most call me by "esu" as a nickname. i'm a mentally disabled teen which is code for "i attract ppl that invalidate my struggles bc it could be just hormones". i'm pretty indifferent about it by now, i have my flaws on speed dial, believe it or not. i use she/hyr pronouns on default, avoid overusing "they" on me. i'm also asian and speak fil/eng.

i love graphic designing, yuri, the color pink, and every cutesy thing in existence. you can find almost all my interests here (i said almost bc my memory is equivalent to a goldfish – i've got a short memory span)

here's a pass to psychoanalyze me : in(f) INFJ 4w5 so/sx 451 P594 iei-2ni-h su-ph-phsa /R/loA[I] true neutral

i share similar personality traits with robin, ruan mei, noa saotome, sangonomiya kokomi, etc. i honestly don't take "kinning" all that seriously and neither should you.. competing will just be a waste of time cuz i care very little. you do you, i do me.

anddddd did i mention that i'm a walking contradiction? everything about me fluctuates for odd reasons. this includes how i talk, my empathy, what genders i'm attracted to and how much attraction i feel towards ppl, etc. absolute cinema.

props to the people who actually read through all this.. if there's any. sorry for the yapping, it's just my inner 2L speaking (i'm elfv). i know how to shut up but talk verbosely nearly every chance i get, heh.

INTERESTS

fame hath it that there is an enchantress, esu, holds court, weaving spells of wonder. 'tis also rumoured that the fair maiden holds the knowledge of many centuries – 1400-1500 years hath she dwelled in secret. her delightful pursuits include the following :

(why are you twisting your words to a children's tale?)
(because it's more interesting that way duh)

disclaimer alert : my interests don't necessarily mean i endorse everything associated with them

my general interests are graphic / website making, typology, drawing, humanities & science, chess,

video games : hoyoverse games (gi, hi3, hsr, zzz), mouthwashing, nso, dead plate, pjsk, married in red, milgram, danganroupa, hookah haze, crk, roblox, minecraft, until then

animanga : the apothecary diaries, chainsaw man, bocchi the rock, demon slayer, delicious in dungeon, beastars, migi & dali, asobi asobase, noa is my friend and senior, attack on titan, evangelion, tbhk, madoka magica, studio ghibli, kimi ni todoke, a silent voice, wonder egg priority (no particular order but the apothecary diaries is my #1 GOAT)

youtube / tv shows : alien stage, pink b*tch club, moral orel, adventure time, chiikawa
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