꒰ I will be sick of you by the end of this
I had to lock in for dis okay... i didnt check grammar or punctuation so you can beat me
8/25/26
i am absolutely horrible at expressing how i feel but throughout my constant turmoil always, you have never managed to make me feel unloved or unwanted. i treasure every moment we spend together even if it's stupid things or one of us is crashing out because spending time with you even under odd circumstances makes me happy :) you are the brightest light to ever pierce my eyes and i mean that extremely positively 💖 in the least sappiest way i can say this, you realy are the sibling (or parent) i never had to care for me and knowing what i go through, that is the greatest compliment i could give someone. you remind me of myself in ways i wasn't even aware of as well. even if i was terrified of you at first, i treasure the day we met even if it was because of....that. LMFSO and i hope next year we can look back on that and laugh about how dumb we were for putting up with it #fairs
you share my passion with things i enjoy in a way that i wasn't sure anyone else would and do not worry,, you arent annoying to me ever when you talk about things you like. i love to listen to people rant anyways!! Trust me on this i'm really trying to get into more things you like
your personal aesthetic also mirrors mine in a way that doesn't make us too similar and i deeply treasure that too!
i have to cut this short since i need to rest for a while but remember that i love you always!
8/31/36
I admire how you try to be a safe presence ( and you really are, honestly ) i remind myself to get through the day because i have people waiting for me and just knowing that gives me strength :) i tend to like dm > gc since one on one relationships are easier for me to navigate but i'm glad you got along with my friends as well 🐰 it's really sappy to appreciate that my other friends like you but it's very rarely that i feel unity
i really really like doing things together, especially when you introduce me and/or aubree to concepts we didn't like before . you resparked my interest in nijisanji which is something i didn't know anyone could do, that's another thing i like about you , how diverse your interests are
i've never met another person who liked both hololive and pjsk (despite being popular) so it feels likea thing just between us. you're akito, right? can we pelssspleeeaalpesasswpleleeass be akinene. ok that's an obvious yes and i already added it to our associates anyways. tch.
i also fully appreciate how i dont need to be overly happy for you to like me. i often have to fight for my life so people don't leave me byut i've never been afraid of you suddenly hating me even if my state isn't ideal. that's another thing, you treat me like any other person even though i'm severely disabled.
i also get annoyed easily (if you couldnt tell) but i have never had any issues with you that i can recall