Mail for Isaiah muy bestie O_<
I cant be bothered about the layout since content matters more anyway...sorry! Also the URL is a direct reference to you! Hope you're loving it, cause I am.
We met in mid to late September through your II x Burner roleplay server. At first your layouts were highkey captivating (Isabel reference. Ahah. Not intended...) and your rentry was also so cool (you're the reason I started using it in the first place!), I had a massive friend crush on you and I was simply too scared to actually DM you. I always checked your profile for updates when I was bored (which might seem a little unsettling but I promise I didn't have any bad intentions) and I was in awe everytime you DID update. Somehow your layouts were always perfect.
When you added me into Salter ego fanclub I was kind of ecstatic, albeit anxious, and I finally tried to get to know you... That is when we first started talking more and maybe even became friends. And also, besides for Ace Attorney GC, which we abandoned shortly after. I was happy to actually speak to you without a reason for the first time because you were still the coolest person alive to me; I'd even tell my friends about really wanting to be your friend LMAO. I'm glad you put me in that GC otherwise we wouldn't be here right now, and we wouldn't be this close. I am so glad I actually got to meet you and be your friend.
You're also so extremely fun and during our fallout I didn't know what to do with myself. I kind of missed you. That's a little humiliating to admit but it is true, you showed me a lot of things and you were a great friend and I really didn't want to let you go. You're genuinely one of my bestest friends ever ever ever and I spend the most time talking with you (besides for my boyfriend). When I am not talking to you, I'm probably watching my show or I'm just thinking.
Your interests are great and I am honestly planning to get into most of them. Unfortunately though I get distracted quite easily and that's why I wasn't really doing anything so far... But convince me, once I start something I'm hooked!!! Also, you're really creative and all the things you make are so interesting. Like Brand New City or Isaiah Oc or UTS, whatever it is that you make, it's always so high quality. ESPECIALLY your art, which by the way, is so absolutely cute and you've improved TONS since you first showed me your art (not that your old art wasn't cute, but somehow you managed to defy the odds and make something even cuter). You're extremely creative, with insults, stories, headcanons, literally anything that comes to mind, you have a wild imagination and it's one of your many great qualities.
I don't really know what else to add and it's hard to express myself like this, but I tried my hardest with this one. Thank you for this friendship. Apparently it's been almost a year since I met you... Which is such an insane concept to me.
Also, an apology for making you feel unwanted here: I do recognize that I was a little self centered and I talked a little too much. I usually limit myself when with others and I enjoyed being able to express myself but I also didn't acknowledge you enough and I'm really really sorry for that. I was actually listening to everything you said even if I didn't reply. I do admit maybe the lyric rentries I didn't pay enough attention to, but I did read most of them as well, so... You can tell me if I seem uninterested anytime because you don't deserve to be with a friend who makes you feel like they don't care!!! This might be a little unnecessary but I really don't want to make you feel that way so I hope this is something at least. Thank you for sticking around anyway
Also we are still Brett & Reagan, Isaphone4s (/p), Linda & House (and all the other fixation duos we managed to make), personally we might even be Chilton (or Freddie? You liked both) & Will.