spades' ext —.ata main directory diary

Haii world the name's Spades or Brandon! HeHim + Masc Terms only! Ill slaughter you if you use anything else.. My gender stays a secret. That is something for me to know and for you to figure out. Hahhaa. You are free to assume my gender! yes i'm the prince of ire and the sin of pride. You cannot stopme! I'm also filipino tbe most kawaii one there is FS heh. I'm a lesbian. Evil lesbian. I am also taken and happily married 2 my muse and psys Fetti! ♡♡ oh also my final form is a alicorn if you care.

I'm quite egotistical and i like talking about myself. Apologies. It is quite obvious from this rentry alone. The gods has cursed me with NPD and Audhd because they fear my superior black and white thinking!! Oh and i'm also an OSDD System I Guess. I'm the host and had been for 3 years+ i think. hahaa. you'll always see me in front wether you like it or not. Say hi to my cute co hosts Brandon and Cryo!! I also struggle with tone and bear selective empathy aaand expressing how i feel. Sorry! I do hold very strong morals to my heart and i'm very defensive about them. Love nothin but a good debate! I'm not very introspective or into this emotional jig. Kinda puts me off and i find it annoying unless its a friend talking. I generally come off as blunt or rude all the time, it's usually not my intention hehe.. I'm very disordered that's what ehheh ive been off my meds recently sorry if im being a jackass feel free to confront me! I'm working on it..

I'm generally a sociable person!!! I err sort of enjoy making friends?? I guess?? Not really. Depends on the space. I'm not really picky with who i befriend but im selective with who i can fully trust haha. I'm mainly a reserved or closed off person unless i really like you. I don't mind if someone reaches out to be friends, but only if we've interacted before and I've visibly shown that i do like talking to you. I don't reach out personally first most the time. I can be a bit awkward especially in one on one conversations and especially if i dont know you well. I prefer group conversations! I also often forget to reply or accidentally "ghost" conversations. Sorry. Feel free to bump your msg or double txt me hehe

my typology?? Um estp sle sp/so 8w7 (836) vfle sluei CholSang ehe! Do whatever you want with that information I couldn't care less.

my dni?? I dont relly have one haha but i think you racists / xenophobics or cpara supporters should kill yourselves haha I mean just be nice 2 me and I'll return the energy!

byi? Um haha kinda already listed above Buttttt umm i also say slurs i can reclaim so tell me if that makes u uncomfortable ok? I also dont use ttgs i want a CLEAR and direct conversation i want YOU to ask what my tone is instead of assuming and ill also do likewise Ya! Oh also i only speak Fil/Eng english is not my first language tho ahah sorreh

Spades what else can we know about you??? Well! Shit what else do you wanna know? ⚠️ Random Yap from here and beyond ⚠️ Well i love my OCs. Its very obvious i talk about them alot hehe. Its mentioned on most of my rentry pages. Sorry i can't physically shut up about them or i'll die a brutal death theu just give me so much joy!! I also like to oshikatsu i also oshi fluxarata but that's not relevant right now i oshi my own OCs haha im their biggest fan but im kinda broke so i can't buy more stuff of them. You should venmo me 500$ to make a poor fella like me's wish come tru. Hmm.. i also like literature, being WOKE, psychology, sociology, typology, vexillology, and a bunch of other stuff! I enjoy deep researching different topics i have passion for, one being specifically astrophysics!! Im an aspiring astrophysicist if you didn't know that yet haha wish me luck~~ fellow oc maniacs please do befriend me! I enjoy discussing about ocs with like-minded peers! Have i mentioned that i also love writing and drawing? I enjoy lots of various forms of art, its all so beautiful!! I love art so much!!

My socials?? Im quite active on discord alone. @Eternalservice if you wanna hmu. Other socials is insta + tiktok @Pyankawa and my twt @accuulon which i'm not very active on.. if you wanna contact me preferably do it on discord or atabook! Feel free 2 contact me i enjoy talking 2 new people! Just dont expect long conversations unless ive briefly stated that i like you and we're friends now hah