Darling,
Happy 200 days! I know it's not an official anniversary, like a certain month or year, but it's still big for me nonetheless. You make me really happy. Just thinking about you makes my day better. You've really improved my life in so many ways... You're the biggest positive impact on my life.
I love you tons. Even if it was just a scare caused by my friend's irrational thoughts, even imagining that you had died made me sick to my stomach. It really opened my eyes, I think. I know I constantly talk about how much I love you, but I think it runs deeper than just simple love. Not in a sexual way, not in an obsessive way, but just... I can't find a way to explain it. But a future without you in it seems pointless. I don't think I could handle it. You give my life a purpose, and you make me happy even when I'm in a deep abyss of depression. I'm so thankful to be loved by you, and to be allowed to love you in return. I promise you won't regret it, okay? I hope I'm the best boyfriend you've ever had, because you're most definitely mine. I'll never forget you, let alone stop loving you. If it's possible, I really, really want to spend forever with you.
You know the bottom border in the rentry this was linked in? It must seem odd that I chose a rose and a carnation instead of cherry blossoms like on the card. But, they do have meanings. White roses can represent "I will wait for you", and striped carnations can mean "Is it really okay?", so it fits Mizuena. I'm a major flower nerd, if you couldn't tell by now...
Flowers make me happy. A lot of them remind me of you, especially the white ones, because white is your favorite color. White really suits you well. It's clean and pretty... I wasn't surprised when you told me it was your favorite. I've been associating you with the color white for a while. It's a pure, delicate color, and I adore it. Just as I adore you.
Anyway. Happy 200 days again, dearest. I hope we have so many more of these anniversaries. I love you so much, little mouse. With all my heart.