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The day that I met you, I started dreaming⠀۪ ݁
❛⠀Frey ⠀++⠀⠀Takuma
⠀⠀Frey ⠀+⠀ Takuma ⠀Canon⠀ 09/04/25⠀
Personal Boundaries To note before Interacting.. I am a STRICTLY NONSHARING Yumedanshi of Taku. I will not tolerate or accept anyone claiming to be a yume of his, or a bigger fan. I am his one and only love, and any others claiming to be his as well will be blocked immediately. Thank you for reading... have Fun reading about us
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Hello 🐾 My name is Towa or Delica and I am the sole Patient of Takuma Murase. I can't even begin to express The amount of Love I have for him, for my feelings are Far too vast and bountiful. I adore him With my entire being.. and he Adores me too (if not Even more)! I have replayed his Route so many times, and Yet I somehow never get bored of it. Seeing his face Alone brings me the utmost Joy, filling me with such Uncontainable excitement, I find Myself rolling around trying to Suppress it all. He fills me with a warmth I Would feel for a real, Breathing person, and My love for him Knows no bounds.
I have been Selfshipping with Taku since September 4ᵗʰ 2025, and I find myself in Shock that I do at all. He used to frustrate me a Lot, perhaps that childish part of me that Despises being cared and Watched over, but the very things that Once frustrated me now mean the world to Me. He annoyed me before, But now we are truly passionately in Love and we Always will be forever And ever.. okay? :3
I am his soft-spoken Chronically ill Nursing assistant + Patient that he dotes over Constantly. I make terrible Jokes, Get into shitty BPD-Fueled Arguments, find myself Injured and Sick on numerous occasions, and show Him the parts of me I would Rather hide. The beautiful, the Dark, and the ugly.. He loves every Part of me, leaving Little to the imagination. I love him so Much, to the point where I Am slightly delusional and view it as a Real relationship. My apologies to those Who thinks that this is #Bad of me. I can't help But become dependent on Him as he brings me a Joy almost nothing else can .. ♡
I recently ordered some Custom posters.. I will show them.. In my Gallery of us, okay? I am so devastated that There isn't much official Merch of him except for some Acrylic stands, which I am admittedly not a Huge fan of. I KNOW That Towa is the main Character, but.. The male leads deserve Some love, okay? Especially my wife Taku.. I hope they make A figure for Him someday. I WILL be buying hehe.
Even though it has Already passed, I am so excited for My love's birthday :3 This year, I celebrated by Gorging on cheesecake. It was very Yummy hehe. I love him So very much. I imagined sharing it With him even though my fatass Ate it all, I imagine him Holding me so I can sleep at Night without being Afraid, and I think of Him getting a huge ick by me being Very irritable at my #Job. He helps me stay Sane I swear. He is my Last straw and it shall Remain strong, okay? I love imagining us Doing everything together. He makes me feel So much happier. I used to be so Miserable but Taku is responsible for bringing Joy back into my Monochrome world. Thank you my Wife haha.
I think that this is all I Will write today Hehe.. I must save material for Future entries lawls. SO baii for Now!
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It has been such a Long time since my Previous entry.. but I love my handsome Man just as much as I Always have (If not more than before)! I succeeded in purchasing Some posters and a pin with Him on them! I may include Photos of these things in my Gallery, depending on the feeling.. And the current Events.. Just imagine how I feel, being Able to wake up to His face every Single day! Truly the most amazing, beautiful view In the world 🌎 Nothing beats it, okay?
I finally came up with a Ship name unrelated to Our actual names — BandAid 🎵 It combines my Love for music and the Arts, plus his interest in Medicine as a doctor! Very simple and Fitting for us, I believe.. if you have Any ideas for a Ship name, regardless of if it related To our names or Our personalities, Please feel free to Contact my atabook! I would love to See the ideas you come up With and I may somehow Implement them!
Me and my Love spent the Holidays together and it Was nothing Short of the best, as him and I Certainly deserve <3 We had a Lovely dinner and went window Shopping in the city. We were so Happy just to spend Time together.. And he was so Kind to me as he always is.. He is so lovely and incredible, I cannot help but fall Even harder the more we interact And touch..
Im curious, what are Your New Year resolutions? Mine are rather Simple: To be grateful, to be the Best version of myself That I can be, and to continue Loving and supporting those that Do the same for me! This actually includes my Yumeships, especially Taku, as he provides me with a Level of comfort that NOBODY could potentially match or understand. We are perfect for each other, I Honestly love to joke that We were created in a lab just to Meet and fall in love ♡
We went on a Little date too, Unrelated to Christmas and New Year's!! Him and I went to the Museum and bought a cute Little penguin plush 🧸 We also went to a diner and Had some Chicken alfredo with a nice, crisp Pepsi 🍻 It was nice to See so many people there as well, seeing Other people enjoy themselves with their families and Friends 🥰 Overall my holidays and New years was Great, I hope all of my lovely Friends and fans enjoyed Themselves as well!
I hope that my Fans have not forgotten me and My love, we are Still going as strong as ever! I am considering getting Some more posters and things with Him so I can feel even Closer to my Husband 💭 But I am a Bit unsure of Where to obtain these things. I want stuff Like a plushie, keychains, More pins, figures, etc, but he Barely has any merch 😓 I'm hoping that I can Honestly figure out how to Make some of these things on my Own just to fill that Void up! I have been Considering getting myself into 3D printing And modeling so that I can Create my own figures and Standees at home, but I Am very shy that I Might not be smart enough to Grasp the fundamentals of modeling and Creating with 3D, much less Understand how to create Beautiful stunning figures of My lovebug ♪ \(^ω^\ ) I hope that I will Succeed in all that I do, as I Want to express my Love for Taku as best as I Possibly can!
If there was One thing that I could change About me and my Beloved's relationship, I'd choose our first date. I imagined us Wearing beautiful galores and dancing To the classical music Pouring from the CD player, holding each Other as close as we Could get, electric attraction buzzing between Us like rabbits caught up in the Wires of a snare trap. Instead, it was spent in the hospital, With nurses pumping Fluids into me to aide me and my weakening heart..
Yet even in that moment, when I likely Looked disgusting and disheveled, He looked at me with awe. He admired every Inch of me, even as I Crumbled and wasted away in Front of him. He was so, so Gentle and loving, my heart raced When his eyes met my own. I was just as Entranced with him as He was with me.
My Taku and I are a match to kindling, And every moment spent With him is well spent ✿ He honors me and Shows me a love so deep And profound, mere outsiders couldn't Even begin to fathom it. It's sickly, It's Dark, and it's beautiful. I adore my Beloved Taku, and I will love him until The day that I die ♡
I cannot Imagine my life Without my lover, for our relationship has Truly saved me and Helped me with my General consensus on Life and romance. Before he entered my Life with his Love and warmth, I didn't think I Could love anybody. The mere idea of Allowing myself to be vulnerable With someone in such a Raw, horrifying way truly Sends shivers down my Spine, even now.
But of course, He was different. He accomodated to my Needs and broke through my Walls without even trying. He was simple Being himself, and it was his Authenticity that drew me to him and Made this little Heart of mine skip a Beat or two ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡ Ahh, my Love for him.. so Strong and intense, I fear I would likely Die without my baby ♡ He means far too Much to me and has Gotten me through such Difficult times that I Cannot help but wonder where I Would be without him. He guides me, supports Me, aides me, and loves me So much, my heart truly has Never been fuller ( ＾3＾)