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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀〜⠀O1.⠀Where should I begin?

• I've written plenty of drabbles and thought
  out lovemails to you, but I still haven't come
  up with a good opener. Despite that, I think
  I could write things like this for an eternity;
  I have loved cherishing you every single day
  for the past year. You taught me everything
  that I know now — how to improve, be well,
  heal, and flourish. You taught me emotions
  that I wasn't even aware existed, you taught
  me of highs and lows and you showed me
  that no matter what happens to me, I would
  never give up on that dream of keeping you
  happy. There will always be moments where
  I stumble; but I'm happy that you're the only
  one that can lift me up each time.
• I would apologize for the wall of text, but I'm
  not really sorry. I like letting everyone know
  just how much I care for and love you. I am
  the happiest when I get to love you without
  any shame. I love you so, so much, and I'd
  never want anyone else in the entire world
  to take your place by my side. You are my
  best friend, my partner, my companion &
  my future husband. & I know you'll follow
  me wherever I go; I know for sure that we
  will be inseparable forever. You're funny,
  you're kind, and you're patient — on top
  of that, you are always spoiling me. So,
  this is the very least I could ever do for
  you in return. Please continue to lift me
  up and take care of me, like you always
  have; and in return, I will never shy away
  from loving and protecting you every day.
  I will be your sword, shield, and heart.

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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀〜⠀O2.⠀A list of all our dates ♡

• First date⠀—⠀June 26th, 2023.
  I still remember how nervous I was the day
  before the date. At first, I couldn't believe
  that our distance was so close; but now I
  can't imagine it any other way. I remember
  the way I was told to bring an extra hair tie,
  so I dug through practically my entire room
  just to find some spares to give you. I was
  terrified that something bad might happen..
  but honestly, the worst thing that happened
  was the weather. Although I was a bit sad
  about the rain making my hair frizzy, I was
  thankful too, because I was so worried with
  "looking good" for you that I didn't even take
  into consideration that one day you would
  end up seeing my hair all messed up anyway.
  I just... didn't expect it to be on our very first
  date. Anyways, the museum trip was fun! :)
  Especially since I hadn't gone to one in what
  felt like forever. Plus, it got us this photo,
  which is honestly the greatest thing in my
  camera roll. I'll make it a graphic one day.
• Second date⠀—⠀August 3rd, 2023.
  This date was when our first kiss happened.
  Although my memory is somewhat blurry, I
  believe that if I tried, I could remember this
  day like it was yesterday. As if the consistent
  teasing each other on who would go for it
  didn't signal that this day would be when we
  had our kiss - I had promised you that I'd do
  it. I remember you telling me that you were
  so shocked because you thought my promise
  was just a bluff; but hopefully you know now
  my policy with promises. My only complaint
  is that I wish we could have kissed in an area
  that was emptier; I wish it would have been
  more romantic. But, I don't regret how the
  entire thing happened. Because it's ours,
  and I've never cherished anything more
  than things that are ours. Hanging out at
  the LEGO store was fun too, but mostly
  because I got to watch you be excited.
• Third date⠀—⠀March 29th, 2024.
  This date was so fun and silly!!! It was a lot
  more simplistic compared to our first two
  dates, although we did travel all over the
  place. Still, it was mostly just shopping;
  and I was excited to be able to eat with
  and be with you again. I genuinely don't
  even know how to put the excitement &
  love I felt on this day into words, simply
  because I felt so ecstatic. While our last
  two dates felt very dreamy, I think that
  this date made me realize what we have
  is not short term. It was realistic, it was
  fun, and I had never been happier. I
  think that was what made me really
  settle on the fact that I could never
  see myself doing things like that with
  anyone except for you. Maybe that's
  just the attachment talking, but who
  cares if it's that way as long as I get
  to remain attached for forever?
• Fourth date⠀—⠀August 25th, 2024.
  At the time of writing this, our most recent
  date was this one. We had honestly been
  planning it for so long, but I didn't get it
  through my head that we were genuinely
  going to go hang out with each other in
  public again up until a day or two before
  we met back up. We went to a con with
  Miri, and although I was exhausted from
  all the walking, I had a lot of fun with the
  both of you... You're genuinely the most
  gorgeous person in the world - I can't
  help admiring you every time I get the
  chance to look at you, because you do
  it so effortlessly and naturally. I've finally
  gotten around to sorting out all of the
  gifts that you purchased during the con,
  and they're all up next to (or on top of)
  my desk. However.. I haven't even said
  the best part. We watched Deadpool. In
  3D. IN 3D!!!! The movie was so good &
  I was so hyper the entire time, I felt kind
  of bad because I was so excited that I
  would occasionally turn to you to make
  some type of comment. We had been
  holding hands for pretty much the
  entire duration of the movie as well,
  which made it even more enjoyable
  for me. But, overall, I had so much fun
  and I'm excited to be with the both of
  you in the future again at other cons :3

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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀〜⠀O3.⠀All our uploaded GIFs :3

• This is gonna be really long. More TBA!!
  Some of them broke omfg wakt