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โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ Cemetery baby, I wan't you in my world.โ โ " โ โ โ โ โ โ
โ โ โ โ โน๐นโ โ " We're, like, dating... right? "โ โ " Oh, y-yeah."โ โ โน๐นโ
Hello! Hi ^7^ Call me Nine!! I,,,Just suddenly got offered this and I love enzi so WHY NOT! This'll be an entire little lovemail, or diary of sorts! I'll update this as soon as I can, this'll be based on me and ๐ who I dearly adore. Names are not mentioned, and or just kept hidden for my own privacy. Do not assume anything else, I just love my boyfriend so dearly <3 If you're reading this ๐, I love you. Got a little gif+photo dumps at the end just for you! Nuzi related. Cause their literally us. Promise you'll still love me if I was a worm?
April 17 (Somewhat)
I cannot possibly begin to fathom how much I'm comfortable near you, how much I trust you. How much I see you as a safe, comforting place for me. It shocks me how sometimes you don't even get upset at the stupid things I do, I like that. I appreciate it. You're more considerate than the average human being,and it makes me so overwhelmingly flustered. Everytime I wake up, I question how you're doing. I question if you're okay. I question if you're upset I fell asleep during another conversation, but you aren't. You aren't mad. Moreso you just,,,tell me it's okay. You give me a sense of trust. You give me a sense of comfort that I have felt from no one else but you. When I was in so much grief and believing, maybe I'm not just someone who's able to be loved, maybe I'm just forced to be broken, a complete mess for the rest of my life, you practically came out of nowhere, every love song, every love song that just had no meaning, the only thing behind it was, "it was a love song", it changed. It wasn't just a love song anymore, not to me. To me, it felt like what I want to listen to with you, to me, it felt like I could imagine both of us just cuddling together, listening to that song together. I've written you more than thousands of messages, to explain how much you mean to me, to explain how much I care, to explain how much, no matter I get upset, the fact that you're here, the fact that I know you love me, and I feel the same, it encourages me enough to keep going. The fact that you do not think you don't even think you matter that much, it hurts. I love how such a hard worker you are at school, I love how smart you are, I love how you manage to make time for me and deal with my stupid shenanigans, I love how genuinely happy I get whenever I receive a message from you. You make me happy. You make me happy more than any other relationship I have ever been in, I don't know where I would be without you. I don't know if I'd still even be functioning normally without you... I love you, thank you. Thank you for giving me a chance to even love you. I value you. So much. I hope I can truly hold you in my arms and love you forever. Mwah. Together forever, promise?
April 18
Hello again! You know I still remember when we played FIsch,,, That was like. Really fucking funny for me though. I still remember when I was looking for you and slammed my boat straight into you while you were fishing,,, GOSH THAT STILL MAKES ME GIGGLE LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT WHEN I REMEMBER. I found it so overwhelmingly sweet how you reacted to the rentry...Actually it made me blush. Like so fucking much and I just kicked my feet like a complete love-sick idiot. You even declined me giving you the modify even if I wanted us both to share this, I'm aware you know me, you know me more than my own mom at this point... You make me laugh, always. Even if I'm upset, even if I'm not doing as well as I want to, you manage to somehow make me laugh with the stupid things you say or the stupid things you send... The fact that you even manage to do that surprises me. The fact you understand me shocks me. The fact you're able to comprehend sometimes I can't properly say things, sometimes maybe I'm just sensitive, it honestly calms me down like,,,a lot. I love you, so much. I just woke up and started writing this so I don't forget. I can't wait to kiss your stupid gorgeous face. โก
Diary Section: Just an entire little collection of our days together! I don't like forgetting things, better to document them! My days with ๐ have so much more meaning than my days without ๐ I believe.
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I'll tryy and remember to write something soon!
Photodump. These are literally me and ๐ I promise
And little gifdump!
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