‎ ⑅ ‎ vincharles rants will be put here

i may actually be a little insane but i dont think anyone could ever get vincharles the same way i do because other than me being literally a Charles introject i also am super attached to the game as a whole and like they're everything to me, the way vincent doesn't really gets the attachment that other people do and says it does not matter to him because everyone else is equal in his eyes while hes different from everyone around and people "adore" him (well, charles do!) but that means nothing to him and this is shown both in heavens gate and hello charlotte that the people around always seem to take a likeness into vincent but hes most focused on just ending everything to be free and go to the heavenly kingdom even if it doesn't really exist for him, he just wants to have the freedom he needs from everything he went through and meanwhile charles is just another of the people that adore vincent but what's different about him is that his adoration was disguised as hatred first because he didnt want to admit to liking him just like everyone else did too, but charles likes vincent in such a special way as to create a non existent version of vincent that is how vincent should be, that how his vincent is makes him happy but in reality vincent is such a different being and that just breaks charles. he really never knew vincent at all, he was too focused on this fake vessel he created on his head that he never took a chance to get to know how the real vincent is AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA im going insane