Holiday's friendship appreciation / lovebox rentry !!

note: this is NOT in order nor does it matter how much i had to say, i love all my friends equally.

Dear Tam you taught me maturity. words cannot even describe how much i admire you and your skills. You always see the best even when it all seems to be going bad. you always know how to use humor to brighten up your friend's day and i cannot be more glad that you know how. whenever im in a bad mood. even when i feel like its physically unable for me to talk to anyone. you saying "hugs" or even just a joke is like slipping a note under a locked door that says "i care about you. and im here." and i genuinely cannot express how happy i am that you notice. you remind me of jackie taylor (yellowjackets) in a lot of ways. i view you as confident and a natural-born leader. even if in some situations you say you arent irl. i can see from your regi experience and how you handle others that nobody could even think of calling you timid or immature. and you know what you have most of all? influence. you know how to get people to do the right thing and will fight for your morals until your last breath. words cannot tell you how shocked i was when i first found out that you viewed me as a friend. especially when i viewed the entirity of "makinf friends" to be tempoary and something i should avoid. but you showed me thats not a good way of thinking. that even if i do get busy, even if i cant be online 24/7. i can still make online friends, because true friends (online and irl) wont leave you in the dust when you cant speak. and im glad you never left me either. and by the oath of everything i trust in myself. i wont leave you unless i have a damn good reason to. which i think wont be in forever.

Dear Iced you taught me how to be gregarious. i was scared of regiments and everything i could do wrong in them. i was scared that if i expressed myself that id be ignored, or even worse, warned. you forced me out of my comfort zone. ever since we had that patrol you took me under your wing as someone to bring out into the world of beinf social. when people say youre a ray of sunshine. i know they mean it because i can see it written all over your face. i say youre most like Danno. you are overly active and hyper and thats what the best thing about you is. youre also INSANELY talented. youre a triple threat in personality, looks, AND talent, you got it all!! i cant be more grateful to have a friend as outgoing and willing to help others become that to. im so grateful you chose me to stick by your side. and ill never regret meeting and getting closer to you.

Dear yuki You taught me laugher. i know it hasnt been long since weve became more friendly than before. but i hope you know i value you just the same. you appearing into my dms just to send a funny message or image is like a breath of fresh air. i admit youve made me laugh to the point of tears numerous amount of times. i cannot tell you how relaxing it is to just have a friend who i can laugh with and make fun with. im used to always beinf the one ragebaited. so when the tables are turned it just feels relaxing. knowinf that neither of us mean the bullying phrases we both say. its easy to see how your so comedic like bundun. you always can light up a room with your humor and i applaud you for being open to anyone wanting to join in with the fun. thx for all youve done!!

Dear harlow, you taught me growth. i cant be more proud of you and i for how much we've grown due to our friendship. im not gonna say we were always healthy because it isnt true. but we stuck it out for the long run. even after costant dating and breaking up, and us sometimes being toxic towards eachother. we both learnt and grew from what we taught eachother. you helped me become more selfless and kind. showed me to value others opinions as much as my own. If i had to associate a character with you. itd be obvious my first pick would be Anne Boonchuy. youre selfless to the point where you influenced others to be as well. its embedded in your nature to be kind and open to everyone. i admire how sweet and caring you are to everyone, barely getting angry or shit talking unless they really deserve it. youre the only exception to me wanting to leave everyone and i mean it. i want to stay with you until we die and, looking at the fact that we've been friends for 10-11+ years, im confident we can do that. love you man.p

more will be added. as to people and what i have written for people on here.