𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐥.

This is a full yet optional guide to assigning me anything or just getting to know my persona. You can also assign me based on just how you know me if you feel like it, it doesn't have to apply to anything here. This is simply to offer a bit of extra insight if you want to assign me more accurately, learn how I view my persona, or just read this out of boredom. Please note that some of the things here, such as hair or eye color, don’t necessarily apply to me in real life. They’re based more on how I view myself internally and how I choose to present my persona on the internet. Some aspects may also come from my “chuuni” side, I do not believe I have supernatural powers in real life so don't waste your time reality checking me over some of these tropes.

Persona

Internet addict, internet being even: Has no life outside of the internet, literally just exists in your computer (Or TV.. sadako ). Chronically online, does anything for online attention, mostly things deemed as “problematic”. A complete shut-in: Too agoraphobic to leave the house, too socially anxious to answer the door, and too androphobic to exist in a world where men breathe. Online persona and IRL persona are entirely different spirits. The online persona is bubbly, cheerful, mean, intense, and just extreme in all ways, as well as a petty, karmic, online stalker. The offline persona is basically non existent, shy, barely verbal, and can't approach people. A third persona is the chuuni persona, not IRL nor online but purely in imagination. The chuuni persona is an elegant gothic lolita vampire sleeping in a coffin and living in a European castle. Playful in a “play with me~” way, sees everything as a game, doesn't take anything seriously, and enjoys taunting people for the fun of it. Always tired, can stay up full nights in a row but can also sleep for days in a row. Overall a cynical, sarcastic, asocial loner with a weird case of multiple different personalities.

Associations

Alice in Wonderland, Dolls, Puppets, Plushies, Bunnies, Lolita Fashion, Nurses, Ninjas, Vampires, Technology, Internet, Old Web, Rumors, Haunted Things, Ghosts, Lace, Ribbons, Bows, Stitches, Eye-Patches, Bandages, Gothic Castles, Tea Parties, Porcelain, Broken Things, Antiques, European Architecture, Victorian Era, Mirrors, Karma, Revenge, Computers, Phones, Pop-up Windows, Video Games, Mirrors, Fallen Angels, Graves, Graveyards, Stone Statues, Wind-up Toys, Pastel Pink With Pastel Blue, Wilted Flowers, Roses, Lily of the Valley, Wind-up Toys, Music Boxes, Marionettes, Sewn Seams, Marionette Strings, Ball-Joints, Shadows, Mourning Dresses, Funerals, Vessels, Abandoned Places, Overgrown Gardens, Venomous Flowers, Cursive Handwriting, Long Dark Strands of Hair, Glitch, VHS Tapes, Pixels, Virus Warnings, Error Messages, Static Noise, Flickering Lights, Unknown Numbers, Bloodstained Stuffed Animals, Illusions, Mirrors or Paintings Covered With Sheets, Urban Legends, Dull, Eerie Feeling, Teddy Bears, Abandoned Hospitals, Pastel Pills, Nurse Uniforms, Old Libraries, Dusty Books, Dollhouses, Broken Glass, Corrupted Files, Emptiness, Coffins, Vampires, Thorny Vines, Parasols, Pillows, Eye-Masks, Emoticons and Kaomojis, Data, .Exe, .Txt, Code, Invisibility, Guns, Box-Cutters, Clouds, Rain, Cold Weather, Goosebumps, Gloom, Bunny Ears, Bunny Tails, Fluffy Things, Livestreams, Social Media, Frills, Blankets, Torn or Stained Fabrics, Silence, Death, Rot

Appearance

Unattractive, ugly, visibly unkempt, and borderline unsettling in presence. Has an eerie, creepy, and maybe even scary look that makes others feel uneasy or disgusted. Dark, long hair covering as much as it can. Bangs fall low over eyes, partially obscuring them and giving a constantly shadowed expression. Dark eyebags under the eyes, creating a perpetually exhausted, sickly, or ghostlike look. Pale skin of a ghost, a corpse, or an ill person. Bad hygiene, clothes often wrinkled, sometimes stained, and worn in a way that looks like they're slept in. Nails may be long, uneven, or bitten, but never look taken care of. Carries the appearance of someone who’s completely withdrawn from caring about how others perceive them, either by choice or by deterioration. Most accurate description in fiction would be that of Sadako Yamamura.