how much I love sajou and kusakabe

I admire the fact that kusakabe and sajou's relationship is ldr in the early volumes, but that is not even the most part, it is the fact that they almost even never contact each other while on their respective cities. with so little communication, their love instead grows stronger. I guess you could say its from the yearning sensation to see, feel, smell, and touch each other, rooted from the weeks of deprivation of each others presence. At first, I didn't get it, because how could you stay loyal and in love, knowing your partner is on another city, not hearing their voice, not seeing their face, as far as to not text anything ? And I got it, but I also didn't. But I realised that I didn't need to know, i may never know, as this is something only sajou and kusakabe will know— between the two of them exists something that transcends communication that they only need to feel, that they only need the two of them to understand, as if they're the only two people in the world.

I'm crying why did I write this should I kms I wanna say more but I might rlly kms