ray's..lovemail..for..nīkau..and..anon...⊹ ࣪ ˖ ♡

for my awesome friends apart of bbq who have stuck with me throughout thick and thin. i could never wish for a better friend group like this, not even in my next life, and i am so grateful for you two. i love you!

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to anon, first off, i want to thank you for being such an amazing friend. you were the one who started our friendship ever since, and i cannot be more grateful for you. i cant express how much appreciation i feel towards you, youve truly always been so rational and opinionative, which has helped me change into a better person than i was before. i truly believe that you have shaped me so wonderfully as a friend, and i dont ever want to wish for anything to come in our way again. im so fond of the amends weve made along our way in the two years of friendship that we shared, it couldnt have been better without you and i will forever continue to cherish the memories we have made along the way, including the ones we still have to come... im so open around you and i have always felt that i could be myself when you were near, youve never been one so quick to judge and i trust you with all my heart. i look up to you in ways that i wish youre able to feel, i love every moment i spend talking to you because youre always so quick to throw jokes and replies that feel like a safe space for me. im so glad were able to trust each other, especially with all of the things thats happened between our friendship, and im happy to see that the process of us growing has really paid off to make us what we are now. your existence has given me so much comfort, your advice has genuinely helped me at times where i couldnt think of what to do next, and your entire demeanour has let me known that i would never be close to wishing to have never met you. my words cant be enough for what i think, but i want to thank you for being able to adjust to who i am. i will forever be by your side at all times - i want to show you my appreciation forever and how much i value you, as a person, as a friend. i spend so much more of my experiences happier knowing that youre around, and i want you to know that im so grateful for you, no matter how hard it is for me to express it. call us the metaphor duo and how we spit out the sentimentalistic references at all times... we are literally shinee jongho bruh <3 there is no seperating when it comes to us, i love you so so so much man !!!!

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dear nīkau, i truly want to spend my time typing this out to say how much i appreciate you. ever since i met you, its always felt like you were really supposed to make your way towards our friendship. i want to express all of my gratitude towards you as a way of saying thank you. to thank you for being such wonderful friend to me, sticking with me whenever i needed it the most and being such an open space whenever i wanted to talk. youve taught me so many things that i would have never known about before i met you, i seriously cant express how much im grateful to have you in my life and how you have really built me as a person. i appreciate you so much, youve always been there to listen to me talk about my interests and i want to say thank you for trusting me enough to listen to yours. youve never judged me once and i have never doubted you at all, in terms of our friendship. i admire you so much with the things youve done for us, for me, and everyone around you. im so happy to know that im friends with you, i trust you more than you could ever know and i want to let you know that being here for me is seriously enough. even towards every feud weve faced in terms of our friendship, youve always been there to give your opinions that helped everyone sort things out when needed. i want to say thank you for being able to provide such a space that most wouldnt be able to understand. to know that youre around and available makes me even happier, never once have i wished for you to leave and never once have i wished for you to not be in my life. i will always be here for you as a friend, i want to thank you for letting me be so open and genuinely feel like im valued in your space. i want to continue to grow and create new memories for us to remember from now on, including every single time we have spent together sharing our thoughts and our presences. i love you so much bro, thank you so so so much for being you and letting me be me. it is so easy to say a simple 'thank you for being my friend', but i want to say thank you for being nīkau. shinee jongyu while were at it, we are truly connected at all times and ilysm <3

═══ ...to the both of you... ═══

id honestly say we are the shinee
members all at once tbh....

I LOVE YOU BOTJ TO DEATH. Time for me to be unserious now.... thank you so so sos os so sosososososoosos ssos sonsoss sososos much for being my friends , i absolutely love you both to the moon and back and i cannot say it in words. i am going to explode. you guys have literally been here for me more than i could ever imagine , we are Quite Literally the nz club over here (hm) and are the most powerful human beinhs to exist. i would stub my toe a thousand times if it meant to be with you both forever and ever, you guys are like a fragment of my home, a place ik ill always be able to go to and a puzzle piece that im not able to exist without. i am always looking out for you both, i will always be so forever thrilled to know that you guys are near. i wouldnt want it any way else. Call me really cringe for all of this but ive been wanting to pour my love out for both of you since forever now and ive finally found the moment where i could do it. like anons ultimate metaphor, we are all like connected railings who stick together as the environment around changing except us. fox bunny dog this is lowkey the craziest ass food chain which i am at the bottom of Unfair as frick im gonna eat you both. Why me and 206 lowkey nick and judy crying face crying face crying face (if u couldnt tell wmojis dont work). you btob (what the fuck, BOTH*, not the kpop group) are so undeniably relatable and funny as fuck and i will never ever ever rveberv evebevebe eheurbbe w get tired of talking to each of you all the time. I HOPE You feel the same towards me, i love talking to you guys so fucking much and all of our references, jnside jokes, and things only we understand has all come along to form our wonderful formation. i love yoi guys. thank you so much lets live until Uh 2374 years old. if u figure out what it means ill donate robux Hapy face laughing

nīkau ray nation, WE ARE LITERALLY DONG YOUNGBAE AND KWON JIYONG. both born on the 18th of different months just like how were both born on the 29th ?!?!!?? one of the Most important duos in bigbang...
lets take a toast to the old men yaoi enjoyers (us)

anonrhy power duo. We are chanbaek because i said so, chanyeol and baekhyun, we are ultimate swag sharers No one comes in our friggin way Gng. no probided context btw we are just them Alr? Sorey peace emoji

anon samoyed number one fluxarata fluixon solev purplered boys monika fan typology smartass yaoi handed ceo of kananon applepilled chihaya anon goat Kind NPD Sympt and statesmpmaxxer Idk which version you enjoy most but 2.7 skibidi

nīkau fox reindeer lemon literally Party Poison greatest valentino rossi valeyellow46 defender (slowly turning into him) caseyvale lovechild best mclaren hater white monster enjoyer to the core brain wavelengther and motogp yaoi fan

accurate canon anoseon height difference

average nīkauray conversation on a tuesday (i made this gif)