My sweetest man. 25/4/26

25-5-26

Hello my sweetest, happy 1 month... Wow, It's gone by so fast, my love🖤.. You fascinate me so much, my love. Thanks to the three years we've known each other, even though we've only been a couple for a month now, we've gotten to know each other so well. I feel like we could be in one body and manage peacefully, because you know me so intimately—my soul, my thoughts, everything. I've shown you the most intimate parts of myself, and I don't mean my body. Even though I'm really someone who's wrong, you love that, you love who I really am. Even though I was afraid to show exactly who I was, you loved me. You love me as intensely as I love you, I am yours, and you are mine, only mine. (Ceo and yn ahh) You can know where I'm going, with whom, at what time, my location, what I'll be doing, and at what time, etc. my love. Youre my sweetest lord, im completely yours, you can know EVERYTHING about me. Just like the other way around. I love you so much and I adore you so much, And I hope it's very obvious, I want to be by your side ALWAYS. I need you, I long for you, I need to be in your arms, kiss you, stroke your hair, smell your scent, and be enveloped by you. I need you here and now, I love always being on the phone with you, I love hearing your laughter, your voice, seeing your drawings, even your silence. As long as I'm by your side, everything is beautiful; you are what I call my safe place, my home. You are what I love most, my love. Please stay with me FOREVER. Or I'll make sure of it hehe~ Anyway...happy one month, my love. You taught me that I shouldn't pretend to be someone else, I can talk about anything with you, I can show you and teach you things, we always talk about everything. From silly and idiotic things to intimate and profound things...because that's just who we are. Isn't it incredible how fate brought us together? One night in 2023, talking through the same fandom. Thank you to whoever is up there for bringing us together, because you are what I adore most. I don't care if others think we're very codependent, I need you to live, to breathe and to keep going. You always make me feel better, even when my day is a SHIT day. You're like magic, you know? Anyway, I want to tell you more, but I'd rather do it in a message and on a call, my love... so! I hope you read this quickly BECAUSE I NEED YOU AGHHH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE MY SWEET LORD YOURE MINE MWAMWSMWMSMSNSJ

09-6-26

Hello, my dearest. I don't know if you'll read this since I won't warn you...hehe. I love you so much, you know? Despite my problems, you still love me. And if we have any problems, you still love me without hesitation and we work them out. I love you so much, my dear. You're so cute, I adore your voice and your pretty face. I really like your cute freckles; I find them very endearing. You are so incredibly sweet, and I love talking to you, I love hearing about your day. It's been about a week since we last called, I think... I hope we can call a little today, my love. I love you. I sometimes like to look at things from the past, from 2023, from the beginning. We always had that instant connection... It's almost been 3-4 years since we met, and luckily we're still together. I don't know what I'm writing...I'm just spitting out thoughts here... Maybe this doesn't make much sense. I miss you

25-6-26

Happy 2nd Month Luv.
Hello my dear Angel, 2 months already, I won't lie, it felt a little slow, but that's because I'm so busy appreciating every single moment. Time doesn't pass quickly for me with you because I'm very aware of everything we do, and i really appreciate it, my sweetness. I love every second we're together; talking to you makes my day better even if I'm having a shitty day. I really need you, and I realize how much I need you when we're not as close as a flea (as usual). I miss you so much every time we can't talk, this week that you didn't have classes was great for me. When you're on summer vacation, WE'LL BE ABLE TO BE TOGETHER ALWAYS!!!! MY SWEET ANGEL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY DEAR. I love seeing your face, I love your freckles so much; it's something I always draw about you. And your cheeks too—they make me want to kiss and bite them.▼⁠・⁠ᴥ⁠・⁠▼ I like your nose and I'd like to kiss it sometime, just like your lips and your whole face. I want to hug you so much, lie down with you and hide in your shoulder and...sleep....CHEESY!!!! I need you to stroke my hair while I fall asleep....well, I move around a lot at night, I think I show off my karate skills more while I sleep than when I need them. I love listening to you talk about anything, I don't care if you think you're just going on and on about something, even if I'm lost, I love hearing you talk about things you love, I like being the safe space where you can deposit any thought you have and not have to talk to yourself in your mind; you will never tire me. Even though I didn't talk much about my things, it doesn't mean I don't want to tell you anything or that I'm tired of you. I just like hearing from you more, and I feel that anything of mine isn't as important as you, my love. When will you come and appear at my doorstep? 👁️👁️ You better do it........... If i see u i will NOT leave you alone bruv.🫰 Bear w my ahh. 🫰🫰 ANYWAY. GOING BACK TO EHH CORNY ASS ROUSSEN/ALEJ. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE!!! I ADORE YOU! MY SWEET KING, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU ARE ONLY MINE AND I AM YOURS. Okay. Yes. Thank you. I love you so much. I'm going to kidnap you. I'm in your kitchen right now eating your food. It's incredible how much I love you and how much I need you...sorry if I don't mention it much. I'm just getting used to telling you I love you in voice messages, but believe me, you'll hear me say it with you on calls soon, and soon, IRL. Not because I feel pressured to tell you or anything... It's just because I don't know, I'm kind of weird, like, for example, telling you about my day, my life, my problems... I always prefer to listen to you, I'm not very interested in talking about myself, I'm more reserved about that, but with you, even more so, since I only want to listen to you, nothing else matters to me. I've been writing this for days, but guess what! You're already on vacation while I was writing this. I adore you, my love. Finally, we'll be able to spend more time together! You are my life, my angel, my love, my sweet boy, everything. I love you, my Angel. Thanks for putting up with me, really, I have a lot of mood swings and splits because of my NPD and other things...sigh, But you put up with me, you love me, you're there for me, thank you for that, my love. I appreciate it more than I can say. I've never felt more adored. Yes, there are people who would kill to be with me, and you know who I'm talking about... but YOU, you are the only person who keeps me thinking about you, in love with you, and happy. I want to run into your arms and hug you. I wish you were here already... I love you, my love 🖤 Thank you for being with me, truly. I'm sorry if this is a bit short, it's just that I don't want to be speechless when you wake up... I'm an idiot..I just hope you're sleeping peacefully now, dreaming of me and not another man...mm😒😒