THE LAMB SYSTEM
Collectively known as ― Zeno or Benson
We collectively use any pronoun, although we like He/honk a bit more 
. 18 bodily, Sept 17th bday .
Polyfrag DID, Programmed. 🎔
✦ Paradoxgender 
✦ Abroroplatonic, Asexual, Abro-akoiromantic ✦
BYI
Highlighted notes are just for Ponytown. If you don't play Ponytown, you don't have to read them.
We are farsighted and use a screenreader to read. No, we cannot read fonts, even with our eyes as we are dyslexic, so don't use fonts around us please. We are also partially deaf, so during VCs we might go "huh" a lot. Please don't yell at us as we're trying our best. I suffer with essential tremors, meaning sometimes we have to use an AAC device, this can take time to use and properly send out correct sentences, so be patient with us.
I don't mind mean jokes but please don't be mean to me (even a joke) when I'm genuinely trying to do something. (e.g when I'm trying to genuinely be kind and caring, don't be like, "No." or "Shut up.")
I harrass proshippers. Don't like? Take your own goddamn advice and block me. I will not hesitate to call your disgusting actions out. /srs
We don't mind if you take inspiration from our skins, we honestly don't. We personally don't care if you colorpick either since we don't own colors(most of our skins are cosplays so they're already colorpicked). We'd prefer if you didn't copy our pony to an EXACT, but if you do, it's whatever. Just like... be a normal person about it???
We are also a Polyfragmented DID system, traumagenic and programmed. No, we will not share our trauma with you. No we do not just have "multiple alters", our system is complex. We don't have just have "multiple alters", we have large number of fragments that usually outweighs the number of fully developed parts, a complex innerworld structure, often involving layers, and splitting pattern that are complex. We'd prefer if you referred to us as parts and treat us like one person. Yes, I refer to myself as "we/us" and "I/me", no we are not cured, we're just using different first person pronouns. /lh /nm /info
Please note, one moment I'm a very touchy person and the next I'm waiting my space. Meaning, if I'm close to you, I am fine! However, if I move away, this means I want my space. No, I do not have TT/TD or CT/CD, I just like my space. /lh /nm That being said, you'll commonly seeing me cuddling with strangers who have C+H in their names!
We're fine with minors interacting with us. We honestly don't care. We're on safe server because we're tired of being harassed by "adults". We also heavily dislike NSFW subjects (Unless they are from friends that we know when we were bodily a minor), which are allowed on 18+. No we're not a gr//mer, no we never will be a gr//mer. Stop assuming just because you can't comprehend that an adult doesn't like to talk about "adult" things. Now, this being said, minors, while we are fine you interacting, we will shut down contact with you if you try to overstep a boundary and try to date us. It doesn't matter if you're 17, turning 18 the next day. Until you are 18, do not try to romantically pursue us. We WILL shut you down instantly and potentially block you. /srs
We suck at tones, so we'd appreciate if you used tonetags on us. If you don't want tonetags used on you, let me know. I may fuck up at times though, so please don't get mad at us. Sometimes we can sound mean, sarcastic, and/or harmful, however we don't mean to and will apologize if needed. If I have hurt your feelings, please let me know firsthand as sometimes I can't tell, especially when its online and your pony is smiling and you're saying you're fine. /lh /info
I have narrow interests and will often only have an interest on one subject at a time. I am not a multifandom kind of guy sadly and will often ramble about Madness Combat only. I'm open to you talking to me about your interests, but just know I more than likely WILL LIKE the media you're talking about, however, I won't have as much interest to it as I do to Madness Combat.
I suffer from Bipolar Disorder. Yes, I will sometimes have a lot of energy and then suddenly crash into a depressive episode. When this happens, we unintentionally begin to ghost people. No, you didn't upset us, we just physically do not have the energy to talk anymore. No, we are not a yandere.. Stop spreading that bullshit around. We tend to have our depressive episodes the whole year, however Summer is our SAD season. Please respect that or do not become my friend. /info /nm NOTE: As of now, I am in one of my BPD ghosting episodes. Interact with EXTREME caution and care.
I fuck up my words, it happens. Sometimes I say the wrong word. Sometimes I say the wrong place, time, etc. You can correct me if I'm accidentally spreading misinformation. I'm open for that, please don't just sit there and let me say the word things. TELL ME I'M WRONG!! But also, provide evidence for this since I like to read + I wanna read up on something I might be wrong with.
I watch youtube rabbit hole documentaries and other horror content. Yes, I will ramble about it. Yes, you can tell me to calm it down if it's getting to be too much. On the subject of too much, I ramble. If by chance, I ramble about something personally TMI to you, you CAN tell me to stop and calm down. I tend to overshare and infodump, however, I understand boundaries!
I'm an overweighted person. I am a big-backed, Caseoh 2.0, FAT, TANKED, TRASHCAN HAVIN AHH. Call me fat, if anything I WANT you to call me fat. I'm a big person. I'm fat and that's alright. I'm fine with bein fat! I LOVE BEING FAT!!! I LOVE MY CHUB!! This being said, I won't care if you try to insult my weight since I truly do not give a shit. FUN FACT: FAT IS NOT A BAD WORD!!
I tend to pass out sometimes due to strong emotions. Idk why I do but if I get too happy or too angry or something, I get super dizzy and pass out. No, I'm not ignoring you, I am DEAD (/j about being dead, but I genuinely do pass out due to strong emotions). These usually last like.. 2 minutes and I'm usually fine, so if I go, "Lol I just passed out" don't worry about me. /gen
I will say stuff like "ily" or "I love you so much" to my friends. Yes, this is platonic, HOWEVER, if you become overwhelmed at any point by this, you can tell me to calm down or not say that to you. I understand that it can be overwhelming or uncomfortable /gen. I also become clingy to people, trying to hug them or be as close to them as possible, again if this is uncomfortable/overwhelming EVEN ON PONYTOWN, let me know instantly.
On the subject on clinginess, I do become jealous at times. I don't know why I do nor would I ever purposely harm someone in this jealous episodes, but please keep in mind that if you interact with me, I may have episodes where I get jealous over even the smallest of things. I am trying to recieve help for this, but it's gonna take a while. Please be patient with me.
I tend to hold grudges. If someone hurts me—like suddenly leaving me out or kicking me from group chats, even if it’s due to a misunderstanding—I find it nearly impossible to forgive. Maybe it’s me being stupid, or maybe it’s a reaction to past experiences where I felt discarded. Either way, because of my past, letting go doesn’t come easily for me.
TL;DR
We're farsighted, dyslexic, and partially deaf. We use a screen reader and might take time with communication. Please don't yell or use fancy fonts, and be patient with us.
We're a Polyfragmented DID system, complex with many fragments, and prefer to be referred to as "I/me" and treated as one person. We don't share trauma details.
We may switch between being touchy and needing space—just follow our cues.
We're fine with minors interacting with us, but we dislike NSFW topics (Unless they are friends that we know when we were bodily a minor). We're not a predator, and we don’t enjoy "adult" conversations. However, minors must respect our boundaries—if you try to romantically pursue us before you're 18, we will shut it down and potentially block you. /srs
We struggle with tone, so tonetags help. Let us know if we hurt your feelings; we don't always realize it.
We mostly talk about Madness Combat and have narrow interests but are open to hearing about yours.
We deal with mood swings and depressive episodes, especially in the summer (SAD season). Sometimes we ghost people unintentionally.
We may misinform on accident—feel free to correct us, but provide evidence since we like to learn.
We tend to overshare and ramble, especially about YouTube rabbit holes and horror. Let us know if it's too much.
I'm fat and don't care if you insult my weight. Fat isn't a bad word.
I sometimes faint from intense emotions (like happiness or anger). If I say, “Lol I just passed out,” I’ll likely be fine in about 2 minutes—no need to worry.
I often say “ily” or express love to friends platonically and may get clingy (e.g., hugging or staying close, even in games like Ponytown). If this feels overwhelming, let me know, and I’ll tone it down.
I can get jealous over small things and am working on it. Please be patient if you see this side of me.
I hold grudges and struggle to forgive if someone excludes or hurts me, even over misunderstandings. My past makes it hard for me to let go.