B4 U FOLLOW／INT. W／ MAL ♡
⏜✚ i am struggling with BPD, GAD, AUDHD, OCD, C-PTSD & moreso i do not personally choose to specify. as prefaced, my behaviour／input may fluctuate to come off as if i am extremely harsh or rude. this is not my intention, i am usually a very monotone person. english also isn't my first language; polish being there in that case, hence the tone or if there may be misunderstanding or misintention.
⏜✚ i am also one of two DID syshosts of the candlelight collective, our system. if somebody else is fronting; either way please don't try to dehumanise us & don't be a creep, especially with our littles.
⏜✚ as for the GAD part, yes, i do have an extremely severe case of generalized anxiety that should not be played around with. experiences such as DMs, socialising or even talking can be incredibly hard challenges for me, and along with having severe paranoia which interferes with interactions. expect instances of frequent mood swings, constant overthinking ＆ mental shutdowns／breakdowns too. i also tend to dissociate ＆ go non-verbal sometimes.
⏜✚ i make it very clear that i am a huge pervert, i am very hypersexual and driven by these behaviours & urges i keep reserved. i am however, extremely uncomfortable with this topic being the main foundation. it's a terribly unhealthy infleunce & i will just block you if you shift "sexy talk" way too much. but, i am conscious of my surroundings and i can try my best to limit myself as your boundaries are as important— i do care very much about my friends! ♡
⏜✚ i have extremely low social battery ＆ i'm not the greatest when it comes to focusing.⠀i may try to keep conversations short (which depends on my general mood ＆ energy) or not respond immediately at times.⠀there is no direct favouritism under this, my other moots ＆ oomfs know i'm like this too.⠀i am also a very busy person, so this is one of the other reasons why!⠀do not rush／pressure me into responding.
⏜✚ generally, i'm usually very avoidant of people where one of the reasons are potentially stalking on my activity or use me for something. i do not have a dedicated DNI list; however please note i can be EXTREMELY cautious or suspicious of you sometimes, even if you don't correlate to any of my stalkers. respectfully, fuck off if you're friends with my stalkers. i will not disclose them here, though it's not hard to find what they're named as.
⏜✚ mellow talks in third-person sometimes! either if they're overstimulated, semi-verbal or just want to casually use it. sometimes it even makes mellow feel more content and communicative!
⏜✚ i am an age regressor; obviously i have a proper caretaker when i'm regressed, and due to my trauma i intentionally act younger and sillier then i actually am. no, i do not want my coping mechanism compared to a predatory paraphilia, fuck off.
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