for my bf #aikeddie 𝟷.𝟷𝟷.𝟸𝟺
otp 🐱❤︎🐰 our ꗯ timer ྀི 〜 27.10.24
although we began to be a platonic couple, quite recently, you are still one of the things i appreciate the most, you are very special to me, and I'm so happy about the fact that you decided to keep talking to me, even when I was extremely unstable and mean with you at first, had zero empathy in any situation and made you feel bad some times, im glad you still decided to stay, you're kind of stupid for that, but thank you for giving me a chance to change and get better, even if i still take things to heart, you have the patience to put up with me and all my annoying personality
also thank you for being so caring and hear all my rants about rentry and my favorite games even though you don't understand anything and kept dying in floor 1 on dandy's world and have the most horrible aim possible on any shooter game rlly,
theres more i probably don't want to tell you, definitely because I hate affection and im not getting used to it never, but I'd like you to always keep in mind that I still genuinely love you a lot, even if I don't like to show it
ྀི 〜 01.11.24
now that we are officially dating (romantically), im still not used to be very affectionate and definitely hate it, you can still accommodate to my way of being, even if im still being very unstable and questioning you all the time the why of things, yet you always come to comfort me, in one way or another when i get in some emotional low, and I'm happy that I finally accepted that I really loved you, and that you have stopped being in some type on denial, although some friend had to scold you several times for that, what is important is that we're together now, and that's all that matters to me, hi i know you don't see this often and i decided to just randomly edit it without telling you cause its funny but i adore you to an extreme, you are so special and perfect to me, and even with all your defects (you actually don't have any) i still love you and always will, and appreciate when you tell me your problems and you let me comfort you, ily foverer eddie ♡
ྀི 〜 01.12.24
already one month and six days by your side, and im probably the luckiest person in the world for that, i have the most pretty boy saying lovely things to me everyday, and i really appreciate all the effort you do for our relationship to be stable, and other stuff, I'm so happy to have learned to express myself to you and be able to finally tell you how much i love you and everything i want to do with you, i genuinely love you so much and want to feel your warm and make you feel loved, i want to make you feel the most special boy in all the world, i have so much feelings to demostrate to you, i cherish every moment i can spend with you let me love you until we're separated, cause we'll never separate on our own, I appreciate you standing up for me for anything that happens, thank you for always being able to defend me even with everything, i hope you can feel the same way about me, i always try to have a reason to talk to you, even if sometimes we don't know what to talk about, i do my best to have all my time to you, i genuinely wish to still learn how to express everything i feel for you, we are married too yay
ྀི 〜 18/12/24
I have mixed feelings when it's about showing affection i hate it but i love you too much to not to show some, atleast one "i love you" or talking about how much i want to be with you, I'm sorry for being so weird or being extremely paranoid about the future and stuff, I will always thank you for being able to stay by my side even if it is somewhat complicated, for all the week you have been busy, i was feeling down and just wanted to talk with you, and now that we can talk again, i feel a very comfortable feeling, and im feeling better again, my heartbeat is solely by and for you
ྀི 〜 15/1/25
im not very good with words, But I always try to think of the nicest things I can to tell you, i try to do my stuff in time so i can spend time with you, being with you is my favorite part of the day and I wish it would last forever, when we can talk for hours it improves my day, being with you is the best thing that happened to me, im very grateful that you choose me, i love you and always will, together or not, You'll have a place in my heart forever
ྀི 〜 12/3/25
hai I should have written something for valentines and the first of this month i forgot i mean i did a gift anyway but still...words arent enough to describe how much i love you, you taught me to be a better person and improve in every aspect of my life, you were a truly gift sent to me, I adore you everyday and im grateful for having you at my side, you taught me to open up and love, you definitely got me out of misery, and I hope you keep doing it my brain hates seeing me being happy, you've been always with me even though im crazy, having disorders in 2025 lots of shame to me 😢 i lovw yoy #aikeddieonly i miss playing games together and watch roundups of horror games at night