May our love be as eternal as the stars ★ archive + more stuff, 01.11.24 𖡻ིྀ

① 〜 1.11.24 *˚𓈒 ׄ^^‎ ⑅𓈒ּ֯݁
actually written the 10th, but I decided to put this date, since we reached our 1st year anniversary ✦ I'm still grateful to have known you, you came into my life just to make it better, you taught me what true friendship is, and then you taught me how to love, before I met you I was saying I was aroace not interested in any type of relationship for years sorry thats embarrassing but the moment you appeared you helped me to get better as a person, You were the one I talked to the most when I was hospitalized, you were always there to help me and you still are, but as my boyfriend and not as my (not so) "platonic partner" like before, because everyone knew I was in denial, everyday im still happy to accept that I liked you romantically and that we could start a romantic relationship, and now that we have been together for one whole year, I can safely say that I love you and always will, our love was written in the most shining stars, and my love for you goes to the moon and back, you are the most pretty star in my night, you are my sun to my moon, Your presence only lights up my entire life, without you its like a lone night.

You are the most cute, pretty and kind (sometimes) person in all the world, and the best boyfriend I could have asked for, Im sorry for all the times I go back to being the worst and treat you horribly, You deserve more and a better partner, but still you chose to stay with me, I try my hardest to being the boyfriend you deserve and to get better everyday, I want to be the love of you life, your soulmate, I wish I could spoil you and shower you in gifts everyday, I promise you to be the best version of myself because you deserve it and more.

I love when you joke around with me (or at me) and I can do the same to you, I adore spending time at your side even if sometimes we are too busy to do so, I always look to have some free time just to be with you doing anything, playing, calling, etc. I absolutely love hearing your voice and hear you insult me ok Is still complicated to express my love for you but I try to do so everyday, you are an important piece of my soul and my heart, you are my everything, the mere though of you leaving me in my misery makes me sob, I hope Im allowed to be by your side and be able to annoy you the rest of your days, You are my everything, you are my universe eddie <3

I love that with you I feel safe to talk about my discomforts, we don't need to have all the same interests to be together (Im still very happy from that time you tried Phighting once even if you were getting jumped, we will play idv soon with vc ok) I would bring down the moon and a thousand stars if it were possible just to see your eyes shine (and try to get you adopt me high tiers...I just play phighting sorry ml) you may not be perfection itself, but I think you are perfect the way you are and I wouldn't want that to change for anything in the world, not even for a 100% wr on phighting, I would defend you from everyone, its just me and you against the world (toxic idv players ig) I hope you can forgive me for all my flaws,

Eddie, Thomas, por el nombre que te conocí, ya te lo e dicho millones de veces y nunca me cansaria, te amo, te adoro, te aprecio, espero algún día te mires como yo te miro tan arriba, tan honesto, tan fuerte, tan valiente aunque tu no lo veas, te e visto pasar por todo y espero no tener que verte pasar por tantas malas situaciones de vuelta ¿que haría sin ti? ojala pueda llorar y reir en tus brazos por toda la eternidad, mi deseo es quedarnos juntos por siempre y seguir encontrandonos en cada vida, me salvaste, me hiciste ver mis errores, me hiciste ver que si podía cambiar, me hiciste ver el mundo con otros ojos, te extraño, siempre pienso en ti cada que puedo, espero podamos mejorar juntos, espero poder verte ser más feliz cada día, me encanta siempre descubrir nuevos detalles sobre ti, me gusta poder compartir lo que me gusta contigo, gracias por seguir a mi lado, gracias por tu compañia, por tus palabras, por tu calor, no hay cantidad de palabras que expresen el amor y cariño que siento hacia ti, si pudiera escribirlo, sería más largo que homestuck y más largo que ese fanfic raro de the loud house, más largo que cualquier libro, te amo mucho más que cualquier persona lo haría. ♡