a couple days i told you how I liked the way we can open up to each other, pour our sins into each other, feel the love deep inside my bones and I meant it. I love you for all of it, Katie... You're like a non-stop fidgeting thought that comes to me every night in my restless dreams. My sympathy can never match your empathy and I love how you are. FUCKING AUTIst im sorry joke I love you i know you wont see this but it's like ughhh ok as long as i could write about it.

you fought the thought to tell me that you loathed the concept of 'Hate' around last night on the 24th of March. I found that so heart deepening because how could anybody hate you? ever?