But I was born with the destiny of a rose. Born to a brilliant and passionate life. The rose, the rose, comes into bloom with nobility. The rose, the rose, perishes beautifully. ˖̇ 
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Natalia 
SheHim Bisexual
ৎ°․ Slavic & Agender 
21
PL EN FR CN OK ᝰ.ᐟ
I am a proshipper.
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Hello! My name's Natalia (Nati), as you can already tell but I also go by Soma, Vani or Thrain. You can use either of these while talking about me. 
I'm 21 years old, turning 22 soon. I dearly love Il Dottore, 2018-forever, doubles DNI. Half time artist and an illustrator, fulltime girlfailure. O_o I have some diagnosed disorders which I'm not going to specify but I believe it is important to mention I'm mentally disabled, just so you're not surprised my behavior may differ from what's considered "the norm". I'm overly paranoid and an overthinker. I prefer to keep my relationships platonic in ponytown. Sometimes I need tonetags as I struggle with tone. It can cause me to seem rude or "weird" but I'm a kind person so don't be scared to talk to me. Happy neurodivergent life~~
Some of my biggest interests are Requiem of the Rose King, The Vampire Chronicles, Hellsing, MONSTER, Genshin Impact, Tomb Raider, JJBA, Innocent Rouge, Hunter x Hunter, Attack on Titan, Berserk, Rose of Versailles, Postal, Homicipher, Boyfriend to Death 1 & 2, YKMET, The Price of Flesh, Naruto, Noragami, ATLA & TLOK. My biggest interest is theatre and I mean REAL theatre. It's been my biggest passion for 9 years now. Not the Broadway slop where people call themselves "theatre kids" because they like musicals and dream about movies. I mean opera, ballet, and serious stage productions, the kind people who love "Hamilton" often can't even sit through. My favorite performance is 'Elisabeth' (the production from 1992 & the one from 2005). I also really love RETJ2010, especially the Hun version and also Tanz der Vampire. Don't get me wrong though, I enjoy switching my brain off sometimes and watching something like "Be More Chill". I'm just not one of those people who obsess over that while ignoring real theatre. I'm also deep into VKEI ever since 2016 when I discovered the band SID. My favorite sub-style is Tanbi Kei. I adore gothic metal and rock too, my favorite bands are Reflexion, HIM (no, I'm not one of the people who discovered them through TikTok, you don't have to ask me if I know who BAM is), Type O Negative, Jack Off Jill, Evereve, Children of Bodom, Versailles, SID and more.
I love all my friends dearly. You mean the world to me and everyday I'm happy and thankful that we met. I'm always open to meeting new people, so don't be scared to hit me up. I love collecting OOMFS and possibly becoming friends! Please be kind to Jayro, Teod, Maja and Filip. We've known each other for years now and grew up together. They are very important people in my life. I wouldn't be the person I am now if I never met them.
Now... to the things I hate and so a DNI! I don't think DNIs are lame and if you do I think you're weird. I can't really understand what is lame with people respecting each others' boundaries. Anyway, please refrain from interacting with me if you're a zionist, a jjba part skipper, one of THE "theatre" fans you can tell I'd complain about, if you hate on survivor Lara (Tomb Raider), if you fake illnesses, if you're an annoying antishipper, if you beef with any of my friends or oomfs (though feel free to tell me if they are somehow problematic...), if you fit the basic dni criteria meaning you're racist, xenophobic, transphobic, homophobic etc. FYI, proship doesn't fit the basic dni criteria. If you think it does you might genuinely be a lower life form because son... I hate thunder, winter, Dottore haters. More to be added when I can remember I guess.
If you'd like to know even more about me, honestly just read about Doll. I don't consider myself to be her IRL, as in I know I'm myself, you know? So I don't think it's delusional but I feel pretty connected to her. I highly kin her, not in the way like "we went through similar trauma" or "we both have the same MBTI and hair color" NO! I'm literally Doll if she lived in the real world. We went through literally the same our whole life. While reading Black Butler I was genuinely shocked that Yana Toboso randomly came up with a character whom she made exactly like me, it felt unsettling even. We act and think the same. I am her parallel. Does that make sense? She is my selfhood. I don't mind doubles by the way, as long as you don't talk about her and yourself the way I do.
