Alois / 𝖫𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 ಿ ·　𝖔𝖗⠀Malachi⠀ ⏖⠀⠀He/E͟y͟⠀or Any.
𝖠𝗀e͟n͟d͟e͟𝗋 nym 𐙚 Boygirl 𝖽𝗈𝗀⠀16歲 𖧧⠀Eng/𝕯𝖊𝖚/Pyc

⠀first and foremost;⠀I'm profic.⠀I interact with some 'problematic' media and enjoy toxic dynamics.⠀I have opinions despite my stance.⠀I don't "enjoy" or like incest and I do find it weird,⠀but I also don't care as long as it is mere fiction.⠀ you're entitled to your own opinion,⠀but if you say shit like "fictional cp,⠀csam / csem"⠀I am no longer listening to you nor respect your opinion.⠀at least do your research.

I can often come off as brash and / or blunt,⠀I'm very socially inept and miss social cues / jokes / sarcasm.⠀I don't get "hints",⠀be direct or I'll be clueless forever — I'm not trying to act stupid.⠀I don't need tonetags nor will I use them for others,⠀they are not a reliable tool ^_^⠀ you can always ask about my tone if you're really that unsure — or don't and wonder about it for forever.⠀I can't make connections between what you are saying and what you want, so again, be direct with me.⠀either that or I make strange connections.⠀I am told I talk in strange ways and use strange expressions to explain how I feel. ⠀I am dyslexic / show dyslexic - traits on top of this and display a disorganized way of texting and speech due to slow processing of thoughts. (this includes being unable to properly translate words from different languages,⠀bad articulating,⠀a lot of / repeated misspelling.⠀I don't think before saying shit)
I use kaomojis to liven up how I talk otherwise I come off extremely uninterested / flat.⠀I'm unapologetically sarcastic,⠀especially when I'm yapping about things I dislike or when talking to people I despise.

maintaining social connections (stably) is hard for me due to lack of energy,⠀dissociation,⠀and anhedonia / social fatigue,⠀accompanied by paranoia which causes extreme social anxiety and a lack of interest in making friends despite how extroverted I may act / seem.⠀I'm not opposed to making friends,⠀but I rarely reach out first.⠀I'm prone to ghosting for a couple days if i don't want to talk to you or lack the energy #Sorry.⠀I have extremely low energy and struggle to even consistently text my close friends, ⠀I'm not trying to ignore people out of malicious intent,⠀I just have a low social battery all the time — I tend to mask this and entertain people in public,⠀but when one - on - one I take a lot of time to reply back.

wip I'm LAZY.

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