hello everyone !⠀⠀⠀ (⠀ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵ )♡⸝⸝⊹ ࣪ ˖
i dont have a directory yet⠀...⠀so thisll be a makeshift one⠀.
i dont currently have many urls public⠀,⠀so⠀,⠀for now⠀—⠀my pages are⠀:
/rachelgardner⠀⠀/gardnerrachel⠀⠀/cynne⠀⠀/gypsophila
and of course this one⠀!⠀/cryingchild⠀♡
i will be adding onto this list⠀,⠀however for now take a rant⠀.⠀;3c
i love my boyfriend⠀.⠀some people didnt believe that me and him could last⠀,⠀however weve proven them wrong day by day and are celebrating our 1 year together⠀.⠀i love him hes so sweet and such a dreamy man⠀٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡⠀...⠀aside from him being so insanely attractive⠀(flex hehe his muscles heheheh fleex⠀.⠀hes so attractive im gonna kiss his arms)⠀hes the sweetest little boy ive ever met ever he makes me so happy and accepts every part of me⠀.⠀he rationalizes my thoughts when in despair in the best way possible⠀.⠀muwahaha everyone wish us a happy one year as of july 2025⠀!⠀C:
on the topic of love⠀,⠀heres a toast to my best friend in the entire world⠀.⠀my eddie⠀,⠀my mizi⠀,⠀my love⠀/p⠀.⠀i love you so much rosiii you will always be so dear to me⠀.⠀i can never truly thank you for how much youve helped me grow⠀.⠀you help me with absolutely everything and have the purest⠀,⠀kindest soul and i hope you can one day see that⠀.⠀youre full of empathy and sympathy youre just the ideal human⠀,⠀not to mention you are absolutely adorable drop dead gorgeous⠀.⠀i love you even if you stink⠀.
aside from my love⠀,⠀a random thing to mention is how inaccurate rachel gardners wiki is⠀(click)⠀;⠀as rachel gardner irl i quite laugh everytime i read it⠀.⠀i dont know why i still link it on my pages but its quite wrong and its hilariously wrong⠀.⠀anyway⠀♡〜٩( ˃▿˂ )۶〜♡⠀...⠀i dont care for rachel gardner doubles if anybunny was curious⠀,⠀hehe⠀,⠀i however just believe youre not truly rachel gardner⠀.⠀no personal offenses i just see myself as rachel and that is where it ends⠀.⠀this could probably be true for all of my irls⠀,⠀however people who kin⠀,⠀source⠀,⠀attach to or irl rachel gardner without having physical-abuse related family issues seriously ick me out⠀.⠀its as if youre faking being abused⠀,⠀ewie⠀...⠀i also dislike people with emotional trauma⠀(and not physical abuse trauma)⠀kinning any AOD⠀(angels of death⠀,⠀rachel gardners media)⠀characters as nearly all of them have a severe background of physical abuse by close people⠀,⠀therefore its icky⠀...⠀(·•᷄ࡇ•᷅ )
uuu know wat i also fluffing hate⠀...⠀!!!!⠀people who fake mental illnesses⠀٩(๑`^´๑)۶⠀uu will NEVER find me claiming to have a struggle im not diagnosed with⠀.⠀i hate these stewpid illness farmers⠀,⠀they harm real people and dont even care⠀(¬`‸´¬)⠀...⠀ewies⠀.
⠀⠀⠀ oh also uhm i⠀...⠀dont trade or anything⠀,,,⠀please try your best to not dm me⠀(@baishanit on discord)⠀for trades⠀,⠀its unlikely ill accept unless you have a url i deeply cherish and want⠀(/rachel⠀/fluttershy⠀/sua⠀/doll)⠀;⠀all of which highly unlikely⠀...
⠀⠀⠀ another smol note⠀.⠀im not looking for friends and wont accept new "moots" or friendships⠀,⠀i have a wide range of friends which i am happy with and wish to not extend past that point as the list is happily getting long⠀.
also⠀...⠀to end this on a bad note⠀,⠀"dni" or thin ice for "yumejoshi"s⠀(and danjoshi or wutever it was called⠀,⠀just every type and flavor of the dreamers⠀...⠀"weirdos")⠀.⠀dont like you guys⠀.⠀find you cringe⠀.⠀except you riamu and luka you both are accepted⠀(lie)⠀♡⠀(stinky emos⠀...⠀youre the most cringe they get⠀,⠀still love you both)⠀(id like to clarify i treat yumejoshis with respect⠀,⠀they just make me wildly uncomfortable⠀.⠀also yes ill restate my point they are very cringe⠀,⠀in a bad way⠀.⠀gulp)