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i am 21 years old; i engage in adult media accordingly.
i don’t always respond. i’m not online every second of the day & i also am just generally forgetful and distracted. i also have a tendency to avoid people and/or isolate myself, or simlply don’t feel like responding to you. i also have a tendency to accidentally ghost people (read a message, thinking ‘i’ll reply later’ then forgetting or simply thinking i responded only to find out i didn’t), it’s never anything personal.
i don't have a lot of social media; i'm behind on a lot of trends. i only have discord, youtube, and tumblr. i am most active on discord, though i rarely join public servers unless invited by my friends.
i make kms / kys and s/h jokes with close individuals; i use slurs i can reclaim (faggot, tranny, chink) rather liberally in spaces that allow it. please tell me if this makes you uncomfortable, and i’ll stop around you.
i make a lot of jokes about being racist / often make race-based jokes; i am a person of color who has experienced racism continuously throughout my life. i’m not racist, i know the impact of various forms of racism firsthand and have experienced and lived through racism, don’t assume i’m racist just because of the jokes i make. similarly, i make jokes about being ableist, homophobic, or transphobic. i am none of these things.
i'm a fujoshi who jokes about fetishizing gay men due to the stereotype that they do, i do not fetishize gay men. i use fujoshi as a term to state that i enjoy yaoi / bl primarily over yuri / gl content. i roleplay a lot & consume particular content, but never in a way that fetishizes people or their experiences.
i block freely, i have zero issues with blocking people for any reason, petty or not. it is up to me to curate what i see & who i interact with. you might get a reason if you ask, but don’t expect me to unblock you just because i told you.
i’m a voidsharing riako with pierrot, who opts to block doubles (even fans of pierrot, or someone who simply has a pierrot theme) and pretend they don’t exist. i also kin (somewhat, i view him more as a sympath) pierrot and i don’t like twins. don’t call me delusional or cringe bc idc and i won’t listen. ^_^ i'm free from ur judgement because idgaf about what you say.
that being said, i typically block anyone with a pierrot theme, anyone who looks like they like pierrot, or kins him. i especially block other pierrot yumeshippers. to clarify, i will not block systems who have fictives. that's unfair & i'm also not ableist.
i am oftentimes psychotic & experience delusions during these moments of psychosis. i can be actively delusional whilst acknowledging am, and this wont stop my psychosis—don’t reality check me, you'll do me more harm than good. instead, get me to talk about something else if it truly bothers you.
my disorders can affect my tone & how i treat people sometimes. not an excuse, i know! i'm not using it to excuse my behavior; i don't mean to have a passive aggressive tone when it happens, but it is usually due to my disorders or outside factors when talking to you if you experience the less-then-favorable tones from me.
that being said i still love people & talking to them. hi ♡ you are worthy of love
i strongly believe being cringe is being free.
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