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Entry # 𝟏  -  𝟎𝟗 ノ 𝟎𝟔 ノ 𝟐𝟓

❤︎　Can you even begin to believe we've been us for almost 7 years now? I'm actually... Astonished on how far we've come. We've been through so much together. I've been through your identity crisis's; as you have me. You are so sweet. You are my entire heart. You are the main reason I keep going. Without you，I probably would have killed myself already. You are the best friend I could ever ask for. You have been there for me when I was about to end it all. I've been there for you when you were so depressed because you felt you weren't enough. I always told you that you were worth it，even if I felt as I wasn't myself. You are worth so much more than me. I'd kill myself just for you to live. On my soul，bro. I seriously don't know what I'd do if you weren't in my life. You make my days brighter，and without you，I feel so broken && incomplete. You are my other half. My reason to keep fighting. Even if I have a permanent kidney disease，&& I feel like I'd be better off dead，you still make me feel like I can make it through. Day after day. I keep going，for you. I don't want you to be lonely. Even if you have other friends，I really hope I'm always your first-choice bestie. I feel so upset whenever you ignore me，just because I'm so paranoid of losing you. Everytime we talk，I feel a spark of happiness nobody else can give me. It's that best friend spark that only we have as a duo. ≧ᗜ≦ You're so gorgeous && sweet. You are so funny. Like，why did you take my crackers && cheese at my house. Boiiii... Give it back... I miss you. A lot. You are my first choice in anything. I'd pick you over anyone. If you needed me，I'd stop what I'm doing && listen very contently. Like the best friend I am. I really hope you're not kidding when you say I'm your favorite person in the world. I'm never kidding when I'm praising you，bff. I literally love you more than I love myself. I know that isn't saying much，because I hate my guts，but it's so true... I love that you always try your best to get into my interests，&& I do the same for yours. We can talk about our interests together... Hhehee... You are my sweet boy. /p I miss you even when we're talking. I love how we click so well. We always make eachother laugh && smile. Our sleepovers are the best parts of my year，they make me think so positively. Only times I'm not thinking of my life-threatening disease... Anyways... I'm so sorry if this isn't enough. I'll write moreeeee， on my souuul. I love you so much，MiMi.



Entry # 𝟐  -  𝟎𝟗 ノ 𝟐𝟗 ノ 𝟐𝟓

❤︎　Hi again.. I'm sorry if I've been，you know，annoying you lately. I just really appreciate spending lots of time w/ you... You're so sweet to me，&& genuinely makes me laugh. I don't deserve the way you're so sweet to me. I honestly don't deserve you，even. The sweetest boy，&& you actually cared about me spraining my ankle???. You even made me the cutest edit. Never leave me，I'll die without you... AHHHH. I love our hot papi chulo Drander slop pfps. ✌🎀 αᕼ卄𝕙ℍʰ ĐᖇⒺ𝐖 𝓓άｄᗪ𝓨 🐻💘Ok bro. I miss you right as I'm typing????. Hello? Hey. I want to talk to you forever and ever. When we call，you're so interesting && funny. I always find myself smiling at you. You're so silly && fun to be around. I'm sorry for being a mood ruiner sometimes. I don't mean it. AND OUR DRANDER PFPS DO YOU HATE THEM.i find them super funnybro. Like what are these...? DUDE THE MARRIAGE ONES HELPPP. I love saying I'm gooning to your Chance plush and you whip me bro. YOU HATE MEAHHHH. Michaeeelllllll..You're TOO SWEET TO ME. YOU EVEN WANTED TO COME VISIT ME IN THE HOSPITAL. I'm gonna lick you. Hiiii. Bro I miss you did I mention. I want to watch gacha videos with you sometime and giggle at them. Bro. I LOVE YOUUUU. Oh my gosh my best fav person ever.



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