call me Claude, Rimbaud, or any other name you see fit. i am fourteen years of age. i am a strictly nonsharing soulbound of Paul Verlaine, Diablo, and Sakunosuke Oda, as well as a gachikoi and yume of many other characters that you can find here. i am a nonsharing fiction kin for: dottore, hua cheng, claude, rimbaud, lan wangji, and more that you can find here. i yume many characters because it brings me comfort, same with kinning. i often have a hard time discerning wether i kin or yume someone because my thoughts get mixed around - due to my c-ptsd and anxiety disorder. i have MDD, GAD, Panic Disorder, and C-PTSD which causes me to constantly be on edge and in an extreme state of 'fear'. i have a hard time feeling emotions as heightened as others would because of this. i experience extreme paranoia and might stop responding / distance myself mentally because of this. i am questioning other mental things. please tell me outright if you are uncomfortable - im not a mindreader.