The Epiphany of a "Shy boy"

HaiHello !! Welcome to my page, this is lowkey just yap about twwwiinn.. It serves as lovemail for Jadie <3 My name is 𝐂𝐥𝐲𝐝𝐢𝐞 and my pronouns are He/They .

Im 15, and under the transgender umbrella. I mainly identify as male, I don't realy care all that much for gender aslong as yu don't use she/her or refer to me as a girl :p

I LOVE TWINARONI!!

I luv my 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐢𝐞, my 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧, WE are 𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 together (⸝⸝⸝• ω •⸝⸝⸝) ♡ I laf drawing/writing him notes in school, I love holding his hands, kissing him, and being close

• we are WITERALLY matching hair colors,, he let me dye his hair I luv yu twin, I get so shy when I wanna tell yu "I love yu"
• We are so similar,, similar texting styles i love how CHALANT WE ARE TOGETHER!!! its so much better then being with someone hard to read

Claden so cutie cus its us,, SHIP NAME BY FRIENDS

Though i wouldve preferred Jayde? maybe.. cus in Yaoi/Yuri, The top's name goes first and the bottom's is at the end

gotta stay true to #yaoi.. /j /j IM KIDDING

this is really just yap i update this occasionally

5/1/26

HE BIT ME LOTS LOTS TODAY!!!

5/13 ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY

today is our one month anniversary and we both didnt even know until ma buddie Zen 👀 gave me a gift, and i looked at the date like.. "wait..." SIGHHHSISGHSITH happi sighs...,, yesss.. he brings me out of my bubble and my comfort zone, I'm much more social when I'm around him and even made more friends and like talk more to my already friends

I feel kinda bad cus like I can only handle so many people gyullpp... i know I'll eventually reach the time where I start going quiet on people again because thats just who i am for some reason? but I always give a heads up, I'm asocial and I also tend to be very selective of who I talk to subconsciously

siiighh i love twin BIG FAT FUCKING TEASE UGH

5/15

We hung out lots today, i love yu twin
i started getting a bit anxious (well like always) and overthinking at some point but i know yu would never do anything bad, or think of me bad?

ttwwwiiinn i love biting, both ways!! we are so like.. 'pda' unfortunately but its not like its one-sided, I've gotten alot alot more comfortable

We hold hands alot and I really like it, I did write down that one of the things I like about yu is yur hands, yur hands are big in contrast of mine and its very obvious yu work alot.

aaaa i kind of regret some things i said and did today, but cant be undone!!! I just dont think before I speak, and come off as a massive freewaakkk.. okai my yap today became cringe :C lowkey I already am cringe, but I am open about it because I am #FREE and honestly I never really went out of my way to have irl friends since elementary, I'm used to kind of being an accessory to people, a detachable friend who goes around and comes around when their actual friends aren't in school that day.

But I started to feel like that less, it feels like Jaden changed my world SOB

THATS A GOOD THING BTW. end of yap tn, its 10:30 I should tell him goodnight

06/01/2026

we're gonna go watch the backrooms movie later today :3 he also got me REALLY CUTE SHOOESS!!! We have matching shoes neeoooww (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) I also bought us more stuff, and specifically stuff for him like a ring and PUPPY GEAR!!! He's gon be my puppyboy to my kittyboy wwooaw... I DONT CARE IF ITS CRINGE, WE'RE CRINGE AND FREE!!! I haven't felt this freeee with someone in SOSO SO LONG and of course not da same way, i luv him hehe

06/07/2026

our two month anniversary is coming soon, but dat means school ends soon tooo... i wont get to see him everyday anymore unless we plan hangouts

oh yah!! not really new info but not really saaaiiid heere, WE aren't kitties cus he's a puppy
he's suuuch a cute angry puppy.. not like he gets angry unless its his siblings, but he gets playfully angry and its so cutie

i love talking to him sososo so much, unlike past relationships We talk healthy amounts and i dont feel the need to always be attached every waking second of da day... we dont plan when to talk, we dont force it, we just taaaalkk!!! Im big on consistency in school and it bothers me, but just not with him <3

i think i was lowkey harrassed by an old guy when we were walking together yesterday, friday??? "yur making me so hot" while i held hands with pup and walked by that guyyyy..??? weird brooo.. but dat just means im cute, SOOO!! (ew pedophile.)

06/16/2026

nyallo guys.. i didnt forget,, ive just been busy and i slept ALL day today.

we went out for a mall date (OUR SECOND DATE!!) on the 13th this month cus it was out anniversary!!!!!!

JADEN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. i am super duper serious whenever i use you instead of yu or u.

im so happy to be with you, everyday i wanna just say everything about how i love being with you, talking with you, JUST seeing you but i always get way too SHY and chicken out, i just cant get it out of my mouth.

i know I'd probably become a stuttering mess, and yu would just stare at me with that ONE look on yur face like an idiot.