First Entry⠀:⠀05.01.25
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Dear Plume,⠀
I care about you so much, more than words could ever express. I'm not good with them, but I wanted you to realize that I absolutely adore you. I think of you constantly now, and I would say it over and over again until I lost my voice if it could express how I feel completely. You will be my first and last, the only person I could ever even consider to allow to be this close.
Nothing could ever make me love you less. I know that I struggle with many issues and may not be the most stable person, but please don't be afraid of me. I won't lie to you and say that i'm perfect, or flawless, but I can promise that i'll always do my best for you. I find trouble in being alone now, in which I used to find comfort, because it all feels so out of place without you here. If you allowed me to, i'd never leave your side. I'll forever see you as the dearest thing to me.
With love and affection,⠀Sacrifice.