anyone but me is an antipathy.

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the heavens have bestowed the name 'saccharin' upon me. though, you may also refer to me as vane, seraph, or simply, an angel. i am sixteen years of earthly age, and will respond to any pronouns, though i prefer she / he. introjected by 1, 2, and 3 in particular.

• as an attempt from the heavens to dim my undeniable radiance and flawlessness, i have been afflicted with borderline and narcissistic personality disorder. blinded by worldly desires and the curse that is called humanity, my emotions can be erratic and unpredictable. although i have retained some angelic traits, this means that often times i am far less than empathetic towards others. i'll simplify some more of my behaviors below.
  • my manner of speaking is sometimes incomprehensible to the mundane, as i strive to utilize the utmost grace in all forms, including my speech. though, do not fret, i also will speak in a more understandable tone sometimes, especially when interacting in public. for example, here is a more comprehensible form of this extended. i do not use tone indicators nor do i want them used on me, simply ask for clarification and i shall provide.
  • i am not very socially aware, if i have made a lapse in judgement, do tell. i can not read hearts. although, i am hyperaware, and will almost immediately pick up on small changes in behavior. do not jump to conclusions regarding my attitude, i am almost never genuinely angry.
  • refrain from purposefully trying to anger me. i will not tolerate acts of plain disrespect towards me.

if my way of conduct disturbs your peace, i suggest you keep your distance.

• i am on the aromantic spectrum– and develop attraction only towards those who have already been captivated by my ethereal presence, if at all. i often cannot discern between limerence and true attraction, and usually keep my distance from romantic relationships as a result.
• i carry a deep appreciation for the melodies of the heavens, and oftentimes find myself lost in their harmonies. i also appreciate literature, delving in between the lines and interpreting the unwritten. you can find other media that i enjoy here. the silence that comes with solitude is music to my ears, i will often choose it over participating in voice chats. my messenger doves are on leave, so friend requests and correspondence is closed for now. if you have been graced with my communications open, please do not spam, it's quite overwhelming for me.
• i am a yumejoshi, married to my beloved, dante. unfortunately, i am unable to perceive other admirers of my wife as true and genuine– i believe i am the only one who holds such high affection for him.
• back to my introjected characters– though i am heavily questioning plurality and frequently depersonalize, i am not, and have not claimed to be a system. i'm hoping plurality isn't the case, and it's just psychosis. however, i am irrefutably intertwined with my identities, despite not, quite literally, being them. each name is a beam of light woven into my halo, each soul a piece to complete my heart. with that said, i am extremely protective over the forementioned, and do not take kindly to those who are ignorant insulting, or even mischaracterizing them.

you can find my boundaries here. back to top