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꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀Doctor, Dean, 9 or Nine, I don't find names important so just call me whatever you want to*. Refer to me with She/He (NOT They, if I may ask) and use only feminine terms; I am a gender non conforming and genderqueer f/butch dyke. #FEMMELOVER #I❤︎FEMMES
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀I am freshly 16 years old (08/30). Weirdos are BLOCKED, obviously, and if you're an adult I'll probably report you to authorities too. (Maybe don't prey on minors 😬)
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀I love my friends* more than anything in the world, if you have a problem with any of them then I have an even bigger problem with you. Sammy, Kasper, Lily and MMGC are AMAZING. Look at me and Sammy's shared rentry* he's my BFF. DO NOT SEPARATE! ❤︎
- Sammy is the Sam to my Dean. Duh. He is my bestie ever if you know me you will also know him eventually~
- Castiel is also my BFF. I get protective over him And you cannot like him around me. This is called platonic yumeshipping, but unfortunately I have a life so I will not be calling it that.
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀On another note, I have a (mainly) dismissive-avoidant attachment style, although this can depend. I am working on it, but either way I will forever keep my distance from most people, including my friends. It's not personal. Don't expect too much from me.
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀I am semi inactive on most socials & Rentry Cause I have a life! Therefore I can take a while to reply and I often disappear mid conversation or talk while in a hurry. This might be a bit annoying but definitely not more for you than for me. Quick flex but I am a straight A student and I DO take studying seriously, so once school starts expect me to be even busier.
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀I am pretty fucked up. Cuckoo, bonkers, whatever you call it, I have issues and they're probably not going away. I have traits of multiple disorders, but I am currently diagnosed with ASD and panic disorder. I have hypermobility, chronic pain & fatigue, frequent headaches and I'm legally blind, forgive me if I am not always sunshine and rainbows.
- I talk about sensitive topic very often and openly, and I also possess very strong views on most topics.
- I am heavily against ship discourse and discuss dark themes in media freely. This does not make me a pro/com/darkshipper. Fuck your labels
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀I make music and I edit and I don't do much of anything else. Those are two things I'm still improving on so. Be kind if you wanna. Listen to my songs or see my edits Ok? BUT anyways I also like writing and rollerblading and fencing and I watch shows and stuff.
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀I identify heavily with angels & cowboys (if you switched 'em over that'd be a song title), plus doctors, make of that whatever you will! Raccoons are my favorite animals EVER, especially cozumels, although I love deer, coatis, cheetahs, bats and tarantulas too.
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀In terms of characters*, I resonate with many of them (my life is pretty much led by my fixations), however I see myself mainly in 1, 2, 3.
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀I love music, namely 80s music (I do not play about Englishman in New York) - although the list only grows by the day! I very deeply appreciate all sorts of media and audiovisuals, even if I prefer TV shows (Hannibal, House M.D., Supernatural, White Collar, The Sinner, The Boys, etc... Wonder what they have in common?). As for games, I don't play many, but Killer Frequency is very important to me. I read too, books and comics, I just love consuming media mmmmnbghhj..
Wanna know more? TOUGH LUCK!
꒰ ♬ ⠀ · ⠀My friends describe me as such:
- Kas: "To describe Dean, hmm... She's a very extraordinary type of person - although she struggles to see her own metaphorical reflection sometimes I believe she has a really great personality - she has very strong interests and gets super excited about them (I really enjoy talking with her about hers and mine!) Although she seems like a pleaser at times once she warms up to you she will speak her mind - her morals are very strong and she takes criticism herself as well. She's loyal down to the bone (sometimes it's unfortunate) and she loves her friends with her heart - she's a person lead by the greek philia; I believe I can always talk to her no matters what bullshit I came up with and I always enjoy it. Do we fight? Obviously, but we always feel like we can come back to each other. It's not easy for me to find people that stay but Dean is one of the few people that won me over and that should say the most."
- Moe: "(1) OK don't jump me for mischaractizing you I tend to not analyze people unless it comes into mind. I THINK you're thetype of person to be a lot more themselves around people you are close with and used to Otherwise gou ummm. You try to be a little cautious. If ya tmkaes sense. I think one of the patterns I see you doing a lot is that you tend to Yknow. Ummm. Get it. Straightforward with people. U are not familliar with.
(2) I think you're somebody truly good intentioned and well meaning Umm. Id say you're like. The type of person to be collected until you feel safe enough to just Be yourself. Despite being jokingly mean with those you are close with you are actually really nice. You may have your ups and downs but even then you still try your best to lift yourself up through it, so I think. If we are using traits to describe Then I think you'd be a good natured person generally" - Michael: "that one lesbian friend who keeps hyperfixating on gay twink dudes so she ask her gay friends if the guy cute? yes or no? thanks! im owe!"
"Sing if ur friends are the best"
