♡ 7.05.2023 ♡

"he's so pretty when he goes down on me..."

vex,
good fucking god.
that’s all i can say. there is no way to start this other than “good fucking god,” because our relationship has been hectic to say the least. there’s been a lot of chaos and confusion but eventually we pulled through and i can’t say how glad i am for that.
vex, we don’t know each other well. we don’t have a lot of history, but you already know so much of my story. you know the things i’ve been through, you know the worst parts of my history but you have never seen me as any less for the hells i’ve been through. for that, i thank you.
you’ve told me so much of your past, and i can’t say i’m unhappy about that. it’s horrifying that anyone could put you through the hells you’ve been through, but i’m so glad you trusted me enough to tell me about your story. your past makes you so strong. i’m so proud of you for making it this far. i’m so proud of you because even after all you’ve been through, you’ve survived. you’ve made it here, and you’ve made it to be with me. for that, i can’t thank you enough.
i know you know i tend to ramble. i tend to talk too much and i’m definitely not the suavest of girls, but i promise i’m doing my best to make this a good love letter to you. i want to make you smile with this.
i love you, vex. i love you so much. i know, i know, it’s cliche and overdone but i can’t help it. i have so much affection for you that i don’t know how to show. it transcends words and turns into something i can’t really explain, but i’m doing my best.
i love you.

love,
ace ♡