Xuro or jade It/(s)He, Never They. 14 Years Old. Audhd, susp. npd, byler since 2023. Nihil-atheist fat fan of my girlfriend

Dictionaries
I've been infatuated with dictionaries and words as a whole since i was super super little! It may be the fact why im so invested in reading, coding, webdesign and obviously rentry. I started taking and reading the dictionary seriously/as a hobby since 5th grade so id say... 2021? im awful at math my apolocheese, nonetheless reading dictionaries has been a past-time for a long time. ive even been trying to learn the german dictionary in recent years.

I love your cruddy / KitaKawa
the final act of this yuri is haunting albeit, beautiful. the two girls escape their lives by freezing to death, finally intertwined together in a romanticized, permanent state. But before that chilling finale, we witness their deeply unsettling codependent relationship spiral out of control. Airi starts the story off as the picture of a normal teen 'perfect' image, but her inner darkness finds pleasure in her partner Hina's discomfort. Threats of blackmail eventually unravel their relationship, pushing them into a toxic isolation after their secrets are exposed. This leads to Airi's complete reliance on Hina, and a manipulation that forces her into unwanted sexual acts. A desperate attempt at friendship by Ichika, an old schoolmate, is tragically cut short by another betrayal, only reinforcing Airi's retreat. The pair’s final escape to a hotel room reveals the true extent of Airi’s fear, where she rejects Hina’s attempt to work for money. Ultimately, a terrified Airi begs Hina to end her life, leading to the beautifully miserable conclusion where they die together in the snow.

Stranger Things
I could go on and on about stranger things, srlsy one of my fattest fixations and has lasted throughout this summer which is surpising, ive never had this in while since my vocaloid fixation if im not mistaken. something that shows my true love for the show... I own $300+ in stranger things merch and im not embarrassed by it one bit. once i get a job it'll prob be worse because some of my dream statues slash action figures are super expensive... i really want those realistic Mike and Will doll things? They are a must-have in my collection and i would go broke for them. sorta related and the whole reason why im into ST now, One Wheat Mark became an interest in mine in the summer of 2023, so i'd like to call myself an OG... i was there before callie and ronnie quit, was there to see new info and such. i watched st 1-2 in 2023 because of owm but i wouldnt... consider myself a fan back then until i turned 14 i started to take this franchise seriously, and im so happy i did. ♡ in fact, i have a whole diary dedicated to my love to stranger things and all the new merch slash leaks (as of writing this i have seen the st5 breakfast leak. Yes i did scream. Yes i am a byler faggot fan)

The Black Phone
I am sooo in love with The Black Phone and the direction they are going with the new movie like OH MY GODDD Im so excited for tbp2, in fact im seeing it opening night and i WILL mute the twitter tag tomorrow because i do nawt want spoilers since ill be seeing it a few hours later than the actual release, nonetheless im so stoked and i hope by the time im there the merch is still there i wanna cop it so bad. i lowk hate how tbp is becoming mainstream now... Ive been seeing it more on my fyp because of the trailer "Put the phone down" scene, but little do these people know that scene wasn't in the movie, it was only in the trailer. Yes me and my autism against the world. I dont play about my interests and this shows. its fine though after october i just know nobody will gaf about it anymore... so its fine. The og fandom was dead for awhile until hype for the new movie sooo.. yeah. ive been a fan before this whole craze, so i have seen it blow up then go down and i'll see it again. btw btw i will b ranting abt tbp2 when it comes out, im very excited for this.. TOMMOROW MY FELLAS!!!

Pinky & Pepper Forever
I love this series so much and omg omg thank yuh to my girlfriend for showing it to me. I couldnt be less grateful to get into more things because of them im so happy like AHHHH. The story of the two is tragic, but bittersweet, i'm a huge fan of the direction they decided to go with for the story.. nod nod i love Pepper's approach especially, she reminds me a lot of myself, the way she went all the way to hell just for Pinky was adorable.. i love her and Pinky's relationship a lot, they're perfect for each other it's so cute. I love the part where it was like "We did it for love, tho" and then Pinky says "Aww you still love me" SO CUTE!!!!! i love being gay its so peak now i can say every yuri slsh f/f ships is me and my gf. Pinky & Pepper forever is also a short read, i really recommend reading it if you haven't, it may be short but its so so good like ahhh.. it has already taken up half of my dome i am so happy my amazing bf showed me it yayyy

IT (2017&2019)
IT has meant a lot to me, i watched it when i was super little, yes i know it sounds silly but i wasnt even at double digits when i first watched IT. If i can recall, it was one of my first exposures to actual horror media as well as fandom. (Besides me liking mlp and mlp horror when i was little...) I was truly brainrotted on IT for the longest time, Richie Tozier is a character that has lowk fleshed me out as a person ever since i watched the film. All of the characters are so special to me, but especially Richie and Beverly like omggg they r my favs, as well as just the ship Reddie.. Like omg reddie was gen my first exposure to m/m material. its silly to say this but IT was basically my stranger things back in da day, i never watched ST until later on, soooo.. yeah this was basically my ST, and my first time seeing Finn Wolfhard was because of IT. heart heart this franchise also means so much to me because it impacted my life in such a way.

Wednesday (2020)
i only started watching the show recently, but i am in love with Wednesday, especially wenclair and ENID in general is one of m fav characters of all time Enid is lowk me nod nod she's one of my favorite characters. I love wenclair and talk about it forever and ever. They say wenclair isnt endgame but.. if that is so how come they r so in love??? how come Emma and Jenna literally ship it themselves LIKE??? people say the same about byler and honestly us bylers have been winning, so why cant wenclairs im so happy and m/m f/f pilled soz. Ill never get over how netflix shows are always so gay????? Like wtf. "They're best friends" boy... they wanna kiss eachother im ctfuuu if these characters r friends why do they hate their own love interests so bad and then run to eachother LIKE?? IM SORRY??? BUT NETFLIX IS GAY ASF FOR THIS???? anyways wenclair and byler rant outta da way, this sjow is so good and im planning to watch 1-2 w my parents, ive already seen s1 and some parts of s2 but im saving the rest to watch w my parents yayy my parents r the best