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Hello. My name is Gabriel, though you can also use my other names listed here. My preferred pronouns are no pronouns but to keep it simple I primarly go by he/him. Please don't use any other pronouns on me and refrain from using they/them as it makes me uncomfortable.
I go by masculine terms exclusively unless I state otherwise and I am a queer trans boything with a big polyamorous heart that's plagued with emophilia.
I'm a real life 19 years old were-vamp and I'm mentally ill and struggle with chronic insomnia and fatigue, among other things that I don't feel the need sharing. I'm cursed with clinical vampirism and topics of blood may make me "agitated", so please be mindful. I'm not medicated in any way, so this may affect the way I act greatly.
I'm a very reserved individual with highly selective empathy. I don't usually befriend people easily and I don't want to anyway. I'm content with my small circle of friends and I only care about and get affecionate with them. I may sometimes entertain small talk but I probably don't care for you if you're not on my lovemail.
However keep in mind that I rather have my friends at an "arm's length reach" and rarely make exceptions. I tend to ignore or straight up ghost people if I don't feel like talking, this isn't personal at all and is entirely mood/energy dependant.
I struggle with major memory issues and often remember only blurry details or forget things entirely. If something ever slips my mind, remind me calmly. Aggression tends to increase my disorientation.
I hold strong views and opinions, many of which would be considered controversial. I'm often blunt, cold and rarely sugarcoat things. I strongly advise you don't interact with me if you're sensitive or religious for that matter, as I am a very outspoken anti-religionist.
I'm somewhat tolerant with people until I'm not and it's incredibly easy to step over that thin line. If you irritate me I will most likely distance myself from you greatly which will then result in making it difficult to rebuild our relation.
I don't have a specific DNI and I will just avoid you if I don't like you, but I ask people under 17 to limit interactions. I block freely however rarely resort to doing so.
Lastly, I'm insanely and unapologetically posessive and gatekeepy over my interests. Most notably Bring Me The Horizon & their Post Human lore. I prefer other BMTH fans to interact with upmost caution if at all. They're my biggest comfort and spinterest and I'm undoubtedly their biggest fan. While I'm well aware they're not a small band by any means I don't really care. I will not hold grudges against you unless you go out of your way to upset me. I talk about the forementioned lore to only a select few and I will not make any exceptions. I treat is as a niche media and will gatekeep it as such. Don't try to compete with me, I will block you. Respect my boundaries.