hi cam ૮ฅ・ﻌ・აฅ i dont know why im writing this on a technically dog themed url... i like cats more... but its okay. its been a really long time since ive written u something!! gotta do it for old time's sake yk... and also because tomorrow is NATIONAL GIRLFRIEND'S DAY!!!! august 1. maybe you do know and youve just been keeping quiet about it. or maybe you DONT know and tomorrow is just another thursday for you. but either way i REMEMBERED!! and so i am writing stuff for u to celebrate ^.^ i didnt know what to write about at first because well. THERES SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY!! but i was looking through some of amiko and i saw where ryu had sent CASSIEL three paragraphs he liked about him. so thats waht im gonna do!! tthanks ryu ;3

1) you always help me no matyer what im going through. this is the biggest one actually!!! anytime i need you to stay awakw for me, you're there. anytime i want to call, youre there. anytime im feeling scared or lost or lonely, you are always willing to care for me and help me feel better. i honestly dont deserve your help sometimes... you go above and beyond for me sometimes... but i appreciate it. so mych. nobody ever really takes the time you do to notice me. (that was worded really weirdly) you are always kind and gentle towards me and always willing to listen to my problems, no matter how petty they are. you cheer me up almost instantly just by being silly... it makes me so happy just knowing youll always try your best to help me. you always show me so mych affection and you call me your darlint... which makws me sp happy... i love being youe dsrling... im so happy you treat me kindly even at my lowest and darkest moments. you give me support jusr by being alive??? i think if thag makes sense. without you distracting me and talking to me when im upset llike that id honestly be even worse than i am now. but im not. th ank you dor stayinf with me even though i stress you out and make you mad sometimes with my overthinking and paranoia snd stuff.... you give me hope thst one day we csn truly be together forever and that i wont be a total failure. now im actually a little excited to turn 18!!! last april i wouldn't have even dreamed of making it to 15. but here i am yk... about to turn 16... and its all thanks to you. thank you so much for giving mw hope.

2) you listen to me. this is probably really basic... but wahtever... its special to me Okay. you listen to me talk. sometimes its me yapping about the stupidest stuff ever like i do on call, but you listen anyways. you listen and REMEMBER what i say!! sometimes its for the worse 😞😞 (aka "im ur adorable little meow meow") but sometimes its funny stuff (like the supernatural entity) and sometimes its really sweet (liek how i said you were different from most peopke ive met) likr i feel like when i talk to you its not. going in one ear and out the pther. and when i talk about stuff i like you actually engage!! not just an " okay" or "damn" like some people but you encourage me to talk more and you know i love talking. and you actually read my paragraph long messages!!! even all my cringey letters!!!! and my vents!!! no matter what i senr youre always ready to read :silly_excited: i feel really seen around you. you respect my boundaries too!! we can talk about the stupidest stuff under the sun and youd still listen attentively... adn overall you dont make me feel like my opinions are stypid... even when they genuinely are... i love you so much...

3) you do your best for me. this is probably really weird again considering we are liyerally DATING and its kind of similar to #1 but. i really wanted to talk about it. i know styff has been kind of hard for you lately and i. wasnt really there for you as much as i should've. but im proud of you, okay? never forget that. just waking up in itself is an achievement in my eyes. i know i pressure you a lot tp try and do well sometimes and im really sprry... its just thay i care about you. a lot. and i want you to be happy. but in reality, you doint your best is enough for me. i keep remembering the day you told me you were trying to sound more confident on call for me because you wanted me to see the real you, and no joke, i almost cried tha t day... not in a BAD WAY just like wow... i have skmeone willing to do all this for me... im so grateful... and ive definitely noticed an improvement darling... like we called just the other day to play pjsk and you BARELY STUTTERED I CPULD HEAR YOY PRETTY WELL!!! i know its not easy to pretebd to be brave when yoy arent feeling that way... so thank you for doing it for me!... and youre always so confident .?!?! about our future... i know youve said before that youre scared too... bbut again, you act brave so i can feel better... you always put on your best for me... and i really really am so grateful for that... i want you to know if it ever gets too much, its okay to be scared too, pkay? because i think together we can be stronger. as corny and stupid as that sounds... hah... i know you wont mind though. i love yoy sp much... im almost cryint tjinking of how special uou are to me... even if we cant be together right now i thibk our hearts always will... i love ypu

this isnt the full list ofc!!!! this is jus t the first 3 that stood out to me because they remind me of how lucky and gratefuk i am to have you. i love you, okay darling? i love every singke moment weve spent together from the day we met and became friends until now. and i always will :^) im ur adorable little catboy forever and NOBODY ELSES!!! iokay i heart u... happy girlfriends day... my birthday coming up soon afyer that.... bye.....