hiyaaa ! i’m mikaela / seraph <3 i’m 17 (18 in july), white + native american
! I go by he/they and i made this so people know a few important things about me before interacting more closely: 【 1 】 i’m a sys host. i prefer to be seen as one whole person rather than separated into parts. close friends are an exception.
【 2 】 i’m autistic + struggle with bpd and possible avpd so i can have a hard time getting close to people. i usually only get comfortable after knowing someone for a long time.
【 3 】 i may take a long time to respond or not reply if we aren’t close. i tend to withdraw if i feel overwhelmed or worried about being abandoned.
【 4 】 i can struggle with empathy/apathy, especially with people i don’t know well. i’m not trying to be rude, just please be patient with me.
【 5 】 i don’t socialize much irl and can miss social cues. tone tags really help me, so please use them on me. also let me know if you don’t need tone tags.
【 6 】 i suffer from many mental issues and ailments, one being psychosis. please do not encourage or induce my delusions.