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hai! i go by luka or pastel among others... i mainly use he they pronouns! i'm a 15 (2010) yo tmasculine and bisex white british "boy" who lives in the us (pst).
adhd and social anxiety (and likely more... but that's all i have diagnosed!) heavily impact my interactions with others. please iwec at all times - i'm highly sensitive & often unstable. i do not dm first unless we are extremely close, and i overall struggle to dm those i'm not close to. please don't take it personally! i'm chronically ill as well but who gaf about that one
i am deeply in love with my girlfriend of two (close to three) years and my f/os - nonsharing sunday & luka gachikoi, doubles please dni!
i'm a big fan of mercuro, datura, illit, lesserafim, hsr, will wood, alnst, and a lot more... ask me about my interests! i love talking about them (and i always welcome media recommendations!)
as much as i struggle to interact with others, please never be afraid to contact me for anything! i truly love to make new friends ♡ i'm nice, i promise!