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˖ ۫ ⠀love mail
23/07/25 —
so i really love my girlfriend shes so bomv shes so cute i need to kiss her. hes talking abt me kissing his aches better and being a little baby its so endearing. he needs my cuddles asap WHY IS HE SO CUTE. "my life isnt complete without him" but he sojnds so distraught. this baby has my SOUL ugh i love him -hikari
he just went to bed after begging me not to turn push to talk on. this pretty boy of mine. i love him so much. how did i live before him? .. i kinda already miss her. that prettt voice of theirs, sleepy and whiny just wanting to keep talking to me and not go to bed. NEEDDDD those kisses bad rn. snuggling up to him and telling him i love him!! my pretty boyyy :3 -hikari
i get mucha rest to come here and talk highly of my boy toy. my lover. my shield. my sun. he is very dear to me and I wish to hold him close. i do something and my brain thinks of how he'd react and OH HOW I MISS HIM!! hi sweetie if you see this i miss you. come home. kids miss you! (milo...) i love you lots, mwah mwah. so uuuhm he needs to come home cuz i miss him lots and that pretty voice of hers. im really bad at typing jesus so many corrections. anyway. HES CUTIE!! HI BABY I LOVE YOU - hikari
24/07/25 —
me after waking up sleepy even though bfoy begged me to go to sleep several times and informed me that i would be eepy when i woke up if i didnt go to best but i procrastinated it fir multiple hours. YAPOOO!! its ok. i woke up without my alarm bc of my nerves so now im just sitting in silence missing this little baby of mine. hes so gorgeous and lovely!! i know he wont see this until later today but happy anniversary, my angel. thank you for loving me and cherishing me in ways nobody ever has. you give me so much love that i could genuinely explode. your heart is safe with me, i swear to treat it tenderly <3 i hope you know how loved you are. i'd give you the universe if the planets werent enough. i'd go miles for you, and i'd travel for decades with you. you are everything to me, my shield. -hikari
25/07/25
its been 7 centuries (a day) since ive heard my pretty girl's voice and been in her presence like a rat. i need her warmth. i miss my pretty boy. she doesnt lnow it but i will be in her skin. maybe I shouldn't type this when i recently wake up. why tf did I wake up so late ,!?!? ANYWAY if she sees this it'll probably be more rambling but its ok i dont mind really. shes very gorgeous. MYYY gorgeous girl. why are all these love songs making me YEARN for her an unsatiable amount. i want to shop with her and snuggle with her and just be with her. i'm in a really snuggly mood. i wanna hold her and cuddle her so so much. im still tired i want her to rock me to sleep mhhh - god forbid a man not know (was probably quetz)
26/07/25
writing this here just so i dont forget even tho i mentioned it in dms .. my baby precious boy fell asleep acter awhile of me reading him poetry -- which btw I LOVE TO DO LIKE SHES SO PRECIOUS ALL THE TIME!! the purest sleepy voice asking me to read them to sleep . im deadass in tears. im getting distracted sorry /bigboners. anyway. coughs. i was peacefully making my rentry graphics, and coding them n whata notta. had recently turned off my music to hyper focus when i randomly hear "where?" now. i would suppose delusion but this was her voice in the clear dead night. she sounded like she wasnt even tired. and then silence. nothing more, nothing less. obviously i dm her , FEARFUL. she is SLEEP TALKING ? or awake?!?! if my baby is awake i wanna read her back to bed... butttta no. in the silence. i hear a "mhmm..." like shes SO ASLEEP. its precious , heartwarming and mortifying all in one breath. i am left unaware of what to do, but I shall sit here and kick my feet and ramble to this url bc i miss her. hiiiya princess :3 i luvvv u! -hikari & quetz
28/07/25
sadly did not do any yapping yesterday but its ok. im back here again will another yap session for you. I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND!! he is genuinely so good to me--nobody treats me like he does. like i need to sit and revel in rhis bc what do you mean this woman TREATS ME LIKE A GOD!! i love her lots ok :3. currently 3 days till my big day but all i can think of is her. she makes this all worth it tbh. ill see another birthday because of himmmm!! like thank you , baby :3 i'm alive bc of youssss pretty boy :3 ill be going to golf shores soon but allllll i wanna do is hold her and kiss her i miss her i misssss my baby!! he is eepy. fell asleep again to me reading her to sleep like the precious boyfriend of mine she is >:). KBIG KISSES FOR YOUUUUU MAMASAS - hikari?