loving since 3/5/26
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Ivan, such an amazing soul that wasted his love on me. My beautiful, beautiful darling I love you and I always will. I don't deserve a partner as sweet and caring as you. The way you sound, look, act, everything you do, I admire. Gorgeous in every aspect, you truly are the most precious person I've met. My dear, how did I ever deserve you? The love I feel is something unique, something that I’ve never felt within me. I’ll treat you better than I’ve ever treated anyone. To cherish you, be beside you, and in your arms— for every moment and all eternity— is all I ask for. You made me realize something about myself that I didn't know I had. That I could love without being selfish. I'd choose to give up everything for this. I love you so much that even in my darkest times, when I feel that everyone has turned their backs on me, when I isolate myself, when all the people I love start to feel like a bother, you were there. Thank you for always checking on me, even when you aren't okay yourself. I'm ashamed of myself, for ever thinking less of you. I love you. I want us to last forever, for you to always be by my side. Even if we need space from each other, I don't ever want to feel like a burden to you. I’ll be there waiting for you. If you ever feel as if you have no one, I'll never leave you. You've never let me down, I can't thank you enough for all you've done. Thank you for being a friend of mine, and an even better partner. I believe you're one of the best people I'll ever meet. You're such a blessing in my life, and you always will be. You're my favorite person ever, I love you more than I've ever loved anyone. I can't express it enough of how much I love you. I want to be with you for the rest of my days. I'd give anything not to lose you, and I hope you never go back on your promise. Please never leave me, you're one of the biggest priorities in my life, even as of now. I love you so much. I could go on forever about how much I love you, I want to be with you forever (if thats not obvious lmfao)!! PROMISE ME YOU LOVE ME!!! I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU!!!! we're so predisater subkit caus i really hate you every other day If Thats Okay. Do I Sound Dry Today Lmk Bae. IMSO SCARED OF GIVINF US BAD LUCK oh my god ive been so anxious lately Please Dont Leave Me. Canb we argue right now Im so angry at you.
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im just ramblign cos youjknow I DOTN EVEERR want my boyfie to outdo me. YOU CAN NEVER OUTLOVE THE ULTIMATE LOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! overall yiure just so amazinf and nice I WISH I COULD BE LIKE YPOU DUDE. how do i even say how much i care about you if not repeating it liek at least 10 times already... T_T BUT ITS OKAY BEVAUSE I LOVE YOU ANYWAY BRUH. no one else will ever have me like dis and i mean it. i looovvvee ewverythinf abiut you can i say it again CAN YPU NOT LEAVE ME. lets ghet married in #secret bevcause my STUPID parents arew homophobic and call you a friend whole time we be eatinf each others ass on bro. BRUH YPU KNOW YOU DID THAT. yorue my thinspo btw. JOKE. Standinfg next to you is literally so embarrassingf caus YOURE SO PRETTY COMPARED TO ME I LOBE YOU. dude i haaate being aggressive towarsds you causr what if you leave me. I'LL KILL YMSELF BOY. you give me sometjing to look forward to daily Ok. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. You Will Love Me. YPOU WILL LOVE ME BOY. <- illit reference I'll like you 45x. listening to some songs jsut remind me of you soooo much that i cant help but get excited andf squeal. WHENEVR I MISS YOU I LISTEN TO MY PLAYLIST FOR YOU awww Ok Sorry. I guess you don't love me. I'll just die then. Hm. how do i even BEGIN to be like you how are you always doingf things for me i feel like crying . YOURE SO SWEET MY LVOE. literalllluu you could do anythingf and id be there fawning over you. SCRATCH YOUR ASS AND ON BRO IM GONNA CLAP FOR YOU. i feel somthng in my pussy. my mommy said i cant marry you awwwww im sad now ivan i miss you Please. if you foundf someone u liked more than me id have a threesomr becus im lwk a bird. ID BE IN A POLY RELASTIOSNGHIP WITH YOU BOY. ure sooo special to me plus i know multiple people that r envious of us btw (ꈍᴗꈍ)♡ nevermind big dawg u kinda gay and ion fw dem gay ppl . GAH C'MERE YOU-! not you being silly I- KILLING MYSLEF TONGIJT BTW. im going to lay my hands on you with abusive intent and you cannot stop me. we're the complete definition of love4eva and magnetic !!!! <- click cos these r sooo good... you're the love i could only dream of, i admire you so much Ok. YOU'LL NEVERRR BE ABLE TO OUTLOVE ME. donttt even try boy. dis time i want youy oyu you liek its magnetic uu u u uuuu,, HEY URREE ALSO NERDY!!!! im subspace anf i wanna blow you up Please Does that Sound weird. how many typos are in here. ahhh its Okay. Please jsut need me as much as I need you. it physically hurts to thinkabout youeleaving me I swear I'mso lonely in my head id do anything please stay witg me my love,,, You dont even understand how much i depend on you ivan youcontrol my head some days Ok Does This Sound Weird Too. You love me so well i feel so good rigjt now pslsplsss i lvoe you so much ivan....You listen to me like no one else and I feel sick to my stomachj knowing im not returning the favor..i'll get better i promisseeee to yyooouu i swear on my life,, do you promise to me that you'll love me too? even like this? Im nto insecure just scared please dont find someone better then me i love you so much youre completetly irreplaceable in my eyes and thats forever and ever. i feel insane thsi is actually so overwhelming how do i even get my words out to you.......i lvoe you so mych i love you i lovbe you i love you i love you dont you love me too i feel miserable but you always findf a way to make me feel better arent you the best??? <- STO DONT READ TJAT I WROTE IT INTHE MIDDLE OF AN EPISODE OK. Youre the best person in ma life and i'd die to keep you in my life okay. ILYSM. CAN WE PLAU PHIGHTING NOW. are youhidinf from me boy just play Ok. we should get matching liz lisa sets trust we'd be adorable wait No Dont mog me GOSH. i feel liek i burden you witj my emotions but you sooommehow find a way around it?? You're The Best I Could Ever Want, Ivan. NO WE ARENT WATVBKNG BLUE LOCK.
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