hi im azure, but you can also call me lazuli or aspen. I go by a lot of names you can check that out here if you'd like. in case it isn't painfully obvious i am heavily fixated on azure from forsaken, he is me and i am him. I do not usually do hard dnis but I will, and always will, block people who dislike azure. His lore meant so much to me and I deeply relate to him not just because of his personality, but also because of his flaws. I struggle with my own negative emotions nearly on the daily just as he does (though, i am constantly working on clearing those emotions), and i also feel constant resentment to the people i no longer speak to. I have a lot of thoughts on his lore and i think we would be here for months if i went on about my personal thoughts about each letter and his obituary. anyways heres a collection of screenshots of my personal thoughts to the azure lore when i first read through it ( i am so fucking sorry to my partner system for putting up with this )



On another note, I am extremely fascinated by botany and nature, unlike some POSERS out there, i have other favorite flowers that isn't just the nightshade. I specifically enjoy the bleeding heart, hibiscus, the china rose, the snow crocus, and honestly i could go on and on. I am currently working on memorizing the scientific names for all of these flowers and I keep a little botany journal to keep track of my studies. Unfortunately I forgot to bring it with me for college but I plan to bring it next semester since there are some nice flowers around my university campus that i'd love to research :) I also love to associate and assign my friends with flowers, so if you get assigned one then you're lowkey special to me.

anyways point is, i am azure/aspen from forsaken in real life (and riddle rosehearts irl hi), disagree or dont idrc what other people think. i dont give a fuck about doubles or any of that, just dont be weird. check my main rentry if you'd like or my system's main ok bye