联想    crosses, angels, rabbits, bruises, bandages, scalpels, doctors, medic, medical, medkit, collars, autonomy, patient, psychology, experimentation, literature, obsession, cannibalism, vampires, nonhuman/otherwordly, dragons, ruby, lapis lazuli, silver, painting, blood, sweet words, physical touch, aftercare, contentment, sharp nails, fangs, classical music, no longer human, silence, dark noise, visual kei, kote kei, tanbi kei, dark academia, typewriters, pen pall, long letters/paragraphs, words of affirmation, priests, priesthood, sympathy, empathy, deficit, petulant, rotting, etc .